13. Beyond Anger
Sam didn't bother to talk to me as he walked me to our motel room, I went in and did the thorough search. When it was clear, I beckoned Sam in, but he gave me that stink eye that I hate. I set my stuff on the bed and turned to him.
"What is your problem?" I asked, and my hands went to my hips, I hate that, that fact only proves what Diamondis said, about me being girly. He looks at me, and he turns around throwing his hands in the air.
"The fact that you act like I can't take care of myself, that you do the search for me instead of the other way around. It makes me mad, that whatever Crowly put you through has changed your entire personality. I don't know you anymore," he yelled at me. I looked at him, and I got real quiet, he backed up.
"I take the lead to protect you so you don't have to go back to the demon blood, that you don't have to think that you have to resort to that, to protect me," I stood up straight and looked him in the eyes. "And what Crowly did to me, is now obviously none of your concern anymore, I thought hey I am cool, Sam will be ok with me, I am not that different. I guess I was wrong. I'm sleeping on the floor," and I turned away from him. When I rose to go take a shower I turned and there Sam was; he kissed me. At first I tried to push him away, but he soon melted my defenses and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He held me closer melting me bit by bit, when he pulled away, we was both breathless. That was when we heard a knock at our door...