I yearned to go to him, but for one reason I couldn't move, and for two he will probably kick me out again. I closed my eyes, and if felt as if the weight of the world was lifted. Then it felt as if I was flying up, up through the ceiling, to the heavens. I now knew what was happening, my life was done. I didn't wasn't to leave so I stopped and went back, but I couldn't go back to my body. I just watched as he cleaned up my mess, he didn't even know that I was gone. Me, as a wolf, was not breathing, and he didn't even notice. I yelled at him, the only way I could.
He looked at my wolf, and he dropped what he was doing, he ran to my wolf. He ran straight through me, being how I am a spirit and he stopped. He looked at me, and he reached out as if to rub my cheek.
He asked mentally and he was crying.
I grabbed his hand, and he felt it.
I died. He flinched, and it tore me up inside.
Can you come back?
I don't know, can you change a wolf?
I don't know, but if it works, I will do it, for you.
I don't know if it will work,but I can't get back in my body. So I don't know.
He walked over to where I lay, and picked me up. He carried me to his room and laid me in his coffin. Then left, I just stood there and stared at what laid in his bed, a bloody wolf. I caused so many problems, he came back with ingredients in his arms. What are you doing?
Well I have to change you back to human for the change to work?
As he worked on the spell that he needed to perform the change, I walked around looking at the paintings, closer than before. I could tell the difference from the pictures of me now, and from the me in a past life. They were so beautiful, beyond words.Then he started to chant, I didn't catch the words because as he started to chant, my world in spirit was going gray and heavy. I was scared and I screamed as the world went black.