As the cold wind blows I ran back inside the frat. I saw Niall in the kitchen. I looked away and tried to find Louis.
I ran back and forth throughout the frat until someone tapped my shoulder. I turned around to face a man with a dark skin tone. His fiery black eyes held the rest of his image. His trousers were a little past his waist, his bare torso was covered in black ink that blend with his skin color.
"I see you are alone. So I decided I want to make small talk." The man said.
"I'm sorry sir, but I um looking for someone. I want to leave." I say while I try walking away. He grabbed my to pull me closer increasing the body.
"Why are you in such a hurry? Here just come with me to a room and we can talk." He smirked. I can tell his definition of talk is much different than the real definition.
"I don't want to talk, I already know what you are trying to plan." My voice strained.
I jerked my arm away from him and went back to finding Louis. I really want to leave but I needed help to find Louis. I didn't have a choice; I strolled over in the kitchen to the blue-eyed boy.
"Niall can you help me find Louis, I want to leave." I asked.
"How about you find Harry, maybe he can help."
Once again he is being mean to me. I started to complain and whine like a little girl. I gripped a red plastic cup and took a sip.
"What the fuck are you doing!" Niall yelled over the loud music.
"What do you mean what the fuck am I doing? I'm taking a god damn sip of this you jackass." I shouted.
"That was mine you whore."
"Why do you have have to be so mean to me? I did nothing to you. All of sudden when I saw you in my dorm you just give me evil glares to me. And start to hate me. I fucking don't like. Plus you keep calling me names like now, you probably talk shit about me behind my back. Why? Why are you doing that to me?" I shouted as loud as I could.
The music was still playing but everyone's eyes were focus on me. Niall took my arm and dragged me through the crowd and upstairs.
"What are you doing? Where are you taking me?" I asked.
Niall took me in his room and shut the door behind him before locking it.
"Okay now you trapped me in your room. Are you going to answer my question? Why do you hate me?"
"I don't fuc-I don't hate you. It's just you are a whole lot different than anyone, and yo-you get my blood boiling a little bit." He stuttered.
"Different? Of course I'm different. I knew that I wouldn't fit before I even got here. The only thing that you and your friends care about is my relationship and sex life with Logan."
"I don't care about your boyfriend and your sex life with him. I don't give a shit about any of that." He said.
"I don't care about it either. The only thing that is on my mind is my feelings for you after we kis-"
I was now frozen I hardly let out the last word of my sentence. My hand rose to my mouth as it was still parted. I felt like crying again after saying that. I just made another big mistake, I have no idea what is wrong with me. First I kiss Niall then, I admit I have feelings for him because of that. I'm such an idiot. Niall looked completely stun and can't move. I have really messed up.
"What?" He asked.
I sigh and waved my hand in the air. "Look, when you kissed me I was feeling something so I kissed back. And it was just so amazing, that's why I ran out because I had feelings for you."
"Cassidy it was just one kiss, you're this a little too fast."
"Yeah I know but it was more than one kiss. I'm such a horrible person I shouldn't be talking to you about this." I sat down on his bed and covered my face with my hands again. I didn't know if I should cry again and leave or wait for him to say something. I just didn't want to be that girl in seventh grade that almost got my virginity taken by my best friend. That year have been the worst.
"Here Cassidy come with me." Niall held out hand for me. I took his offer and put my hand in his.
"Where are we going?" I have asked that many times.
"I'm taking you back downstairs so you can socialize."
"No. Um...I mean. Can I use your shower?" I asked.
"Sure. Don't use all the hot water or you're paying.." I let go of Niall's hand fumbled into his drawers for a towel.
Cassidy found a towel in the bottom drawer and headed to the bathroom. I didn't leave until she turn the shower on. Slowly I opened the door but didn't close it. I was at the top of the stairs and notice some of the people were gone. Finally. I saw Louis sitting with Charlie on the couch I needed to talk to me.
"Hey, Niall where's Cassidy?" he asked.
"Upstairs taking a shower." I replied.
"What were you guys talking about you been up there for minutes."
"She was talking to me about her feelings for me." I say.
"Feelings? Is this about that kiss?" Charlie said out of nowhere.
"Yeah, and I kinda feel the same way." I say.
"I'm not buying this, I don't believe you. I needed more evidence. Isn't there like condom wrappers anywhere, or a sex tape?" said Louis.
He was right me just saying it isn't anything. "I didn't make love to her, we just talked."
"Mhm. I thought your definition of talk was condom and bed. Haha." Louis joked.
"It's not like that."
"Maybe you should go up and see what she is doing." Charlie said.
"I already told you she is taking a shower."
"You'll never know maybe she found a nail filer and is chipping her way out." Louis jokes again.
I went back upstairs to my room but found Harry halt at the bathroom door.
"Harry? What are you doing?" I whispered.
"Trying to see her naked." He replied.
"No your not she is taking a shower leave her alone." I gave him a gesture that I was going to kill him.
"Niall is that you? Are you talking to someone?" Cassidy called from the shower.
"Yea it's me I'm just uh talking on the phone." I lied.
"Oh then can you give me another towel this one kinda got wet." She said.
"Haha, dumbass." Harry breathlessly laughed.
"I uh sure. Hold on." I say.
I went to Harry and pulled him back by the shoulders. He held his grip on the door frame.
"Come on just one peek and i'll leave." he said.
"God damn it no." I whispered loudly, "How about you just give her a towel if you so obsessed about going into the bathroom."
He smirked and winked at me and went over to the same bottom drawer and grab a white towel. Slowly he opened the bathroom and peeked his curly brown hair inside. A little bit of steam came out. I told her not to use all the hot water.
"Cassidy here I got you a towel." Harry said.
"Harry? I thought you were Niall. Where's Niall?" She asked.
"Oh um he's here I just came to see what is happening and you wanted a towel and I got you one."
"Oh. Then thanks." Cassidy said behind the shower curtain.
Harry shut the bathroom and looked over at me giving me a grin.
"You're a bitch. You know that right?" I say