Okay.. So maybe socializing isn't my thing.. I just.. why do I have such a hard time with people?
I close my book, placing it on the ground. The wind was perfect. the Sun was shining perfectly. Although it was a beautiful day at camp.. I was ready to go home.
NO! What are you saying Rayne! Don't be silly! Its not over yet! You can do this!
"Ha! I can do this!" I blurted out by mistake. I watched the lake for a few more minutes till I felt a shiver up my spine. Being too familiar with that feeling I turned.
"Hey princess." Blake said looked kinda upset.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked. not used to seeing blake like this before.
"Nothing. just.. don't talk okay?"
"Excuse me?" Why does everybody want to piss me off today? Why does everybody want ignore who I really am instead of teasing me, making me look like an ass.?
I didn't even notice I had my fist curled up. along with my head down. The stress was too much.
Blake rapped his arms around me. For a few moments.. all you could hear was my breathing against his chest. along with his heart beat. Neither of us said a word. But I was confused.. and I didn't care. What felt like hours he finally pulled away. He wouldn't look at me, just sat down.
"Blake..." was all I could manage to say..
"Why did you.. do that?"
"What? You cant accept it when somebody is actually good to you?" Blake snapped. I could feel his heat radiating from him.
I just looked at him. The way he acted.. the way he held me.. reminded me of someone..
His blue eyes didn't look away. Although his face got softer, you could tell he was frustrated.
the twins walked down the hill to my favorite tree by the lake. The only place I can relax.
"Blake.. dude.. are you okay?" Kay asked. worried
Blake put his head down.. and slowly turned back towards the lake. everything got silent again.
"Yeah. Just got to thinking." Blake stated, he then turned to face his posse. A grin stretched across his face.
"Besides? Today is camp activities day. you know what that means boys?" Blake asked. with an evil expression across his face.
"What?" I asked. They all turned to look at me like they just noticed I had been there the whole time.
"Um why don't you go pick some flowers or something princess" Blake rubbed the back of his neck, trying too hard to be polite.
"Or how about she helps?" Kay asked gesturing towards me. Jay gave me a death glare. and just for a moment, Blake noticed. but didn't say anything.
"Sure. come on princess." He smiled and offered his hand.
"Sure. why not," I took his hand, and we were off to go do god knows what.