15. letter to you
"You now Justin, just staring at pictures of Evelyn with your guitar won't do you any better, you have a show in an 1 hour you should probably get ready" Ryan said and I looked at him. "It's all I have left and the necklace I gave her for our 1 year anniversary before the accident shit happened and I thought I had lost her" I said putting my guitar down. " I remember that, If you could go back to that day..." I cut him off. "I would change everything and make sure I was the one" I said standing up. He sighed and nervously stood there trying to avoid eye contact. "Justin, there is something you need to see" he said running his hand through his hair. "She gave you something" he said looking at me with a blank face. I was confused, "wait here" he said and left out the room. About 5 min he came back with a box in his hand. It was wrapped beautifully with a purple and silver bow. A little white tag hanged from one side. He handed me the box. "She gave it to me to give to you.", I looked at the tag and it read 'To Justin xo, from evelyn'. I opened the box and I couldn't believe what I saw. A beautiful silver watch with diamonds, a smiled crept on my lips. "How did she know?" I asked and he shrugged. An envelope was displayed on the bottom of the box and I picked it up and put the box down. "I'll leave you alone to read it. I hope it answers your questions" he said and walked out of the room. I opened the envelope,
Happy 1 year anniversary! I hope you liked your present, I figured you'd like it since I saw you keep an eye out for it for a while. I wish I could've given you the present myself. I know what you are feeling and I am so sorry. I hope I give you all your answers. I love you justin so much and I want you to be happy. That is what really mattered to me even when we weren't together and still does. I'm sorry if I let you down in any way but the truth is and what I should've told you when we first started dating. When we first met it was something I never expected, because we weren't suppose too. I tried to keep my feelings to myself and do what I was suppose to do. Justin, I didn't love you. Not in the beginning, I had no feelings toward you. That was until i finally told my feelings towards you to your mom. Then you broke my heart and it took me a while to realize how strong my feelings were towards you. But I wasn't suppose to fall in love with you and that changed everything. I'm so sorry, I lied to you. I never meant to hurt you but I hope you come to realize and someday you will understand. I want to thank you for all you have given to me. Maybe we fell in love too quickly that we lost track of reality. But I have something very important to tell you. But I want to tell you face to face. And if you are reading this I don't know what to tell you. I love you justin. I always will. I hope we see each other again. Maybe we can one day be together again.
I couldn't stop the tears from falling. I closed the envelope and saw a photo sticking out. I grabbed it and it was a photo of me and her when we went horse back riding. "We will be together again" I said softly.