18. Covered in his arms
I´m sorry, I wasn´t able to write more chapters this week :( There´s a lot of school stuff, I stuck in and lots of other things, I have to do. Please excuse me! I´ll try to update this evening!
But here´s a sneak peak for the next chapter :) Hope, you enjoy it! x
Everything around me faded, as I held her close to my chest, smiling with pure love.
“Niall?” she asked in a quietly and weak voice, as her eyes closed slowly. She needed to sleep again, my little angel. I hold her weak body in my hands was as gently as I could and smiled.
“I´m sorry for leaving you… I´m sorry for hurting you. I´m sorry for not being able to be perfect for you. I´m sorry for not getting old with you. I´m sorry for not being that, what you wanted.” she whispered in a broken voice and tears welled up in her eyes. The low flames from the fire let them sparkle on her pale skin and made me shaking slightly.
“Elaine…” I couldn´t find the words to say.
I love you
He slowly leaned down to me and kissed my forehead, making me smile. His warmth spread through my veins and built in my belly. I tried to keep my heavy eyelids open and gently ran my thumb over his cheek.
“You´re the one, who makes me feel perfect Niall. You´ve made me fall in love with you.” my voice was just a weak whisper, about to break soon.
“I´ll never forget you Niall…” and with that I faded away in my deep sleep, covered in his strong arms, which held me all the time I felt weak.