I grabbed the blade. My eyes still bloodshot red. I pulled up my sleeve. I started to cry again. I slit my wrist. Bright red blood poured out. I deserve it.


2. Prom Night

I still remembered prom night.

(Prom night)

"Are you sure you want to go to this stupid prom?" Jeremy asked me and Haley.

i looked at Haley and giggled.

"If the ladies want to go, then we should go" jay said. 

He smiled and looked up at me with his big blue eyes. I smiled. 

"Okay...we'll go..I'll go buy the tickets" Jeremy said as Jay handed him money.

jeremy walked away while holding Haley's hand. "Do you even want to go to prom?" I asked Jay opening my locker.

"No but if it's what you want then.." He said.

"Prom is lame...we should do something else" I shrugged.

"You sure beautiful?" He said. "Yes cutie" I smiled. He gave me a peck on the lips. "Are Jeremy and Haley still going?" I laughed. "Yeah let them go" he smiled. I smiled. 


"But Mom!" I said upset. "No your not just going to hang out all night with Jeremy doing whatever you want." She said. 

"Umm but were going to prom" I lied. 

"Tonight?" She asked.

i nodded. She smiled. "Well let's go get you a dress" she said as she grabbed her purse and led me out the door.

while we were dress shopping I called jay and told him we had to pretend we were going to prom. He agreed.

finally after my mom got me all ready. We heard a knock on the door. "Hello" Jay said as my mother opened the door. My mom took some pictures then led us out. 

We got  into the car and started driving.

"So what's the plan?" I asked.

"You'll see babe." He smiled. 

Finally we stopped at a hotel. We got out and got the key. As we walked to our room I knew what he was thinking. We walked in. And there it was. Nothing as I had expected. There were board games and take out food. "Here is our prom night" he smiled. I giggled. I took off my heels and sat down. He took off his coat. He had a plain white t-shirt on. We took out scrabble. "I suck at this" I said giggling. 

"Comon babe! I bet your great!" He kissed me.

I smiled. We played for about ten minuetes. My dress was so uncomfortable. I kept trying to adjust it.

"you okay babe?" He giggled. "Not really" I laughed. "Here" he took off his shirt and gave me it.

i walked in the restroom and took off the dress and into his t shirt. It was like a dress sort of. I sat down again on the bed. I bit my bottom lip. I moved the scrabble board and kissed him passionately.

he kissed me back. I layed down. He hovered over me. "Babe..." He said.

"Huh?" I said taking off the t shirt.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked.

"Yeah" I said. 

He kissed me passionately and started to take his belt off. Then his pants. And he was in his boxers. 

He kissed my neck softly. I smiled.

he was my first. That night. Prom night. He was my first.

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