I grabbed the blade. My eyes still bloodshot red. I pulled up my sleeve. I started to cry again. I slit my wrist. Bright red blood poured out. I deserve it.


5. My teddy bear

After school I walked home. On my way back I could see Mrs. Anderson. She walked out to grab the mail. She had on a robe and bloodshot eyes. She looked like a mess. Is that how I looked? 

I walked into my house. I sat down. Just for a minuete or two. I got back up and walked to my room. I looked at the picture on the mirror. Me and Jay at the fair. Oh that night was great I remember everything about it. 

(The night at the fair)

"So were going to the fair tonight!" Haley said excited. 

"Is Jeremy going?" I asked as I shut my locker. "Yeah.." She said her smile gone.

"I'm so going to be the third wheel!" I said.

"No no no your not! Jeremy has a friend! As he's really cute!" She said smiling. I shook my head. 

"No more blind dates! Remember what happened with Carlos's "cute friend" it was terrible!" I said.

"Comon I've actually seen this one! He has green blue eyes! Just give him a try! For me! Pleeeaaassseee" she begged. 

I rolled my eyes and smiled "fine!" I gave in. She smiled. "Okay I'll see you there...tonight!" She smiled. I shook my head and laughed. 

That night I got all pretty. I curled my hair and wore some cute jeans with a cute top.  

I got there and saw Haley waving at me. I walked over to her. "Where are the guys?" I asked. 

"Umm well Jeremy is here..." She said kinda sad.

"So he blew me off.." I said. I shook my head and started to walk off. "Wait Comon! We could still have fun!"

"And be the third wheel? No thanks." I said then walked away. My eyes watered. I could bear sly see through the blur. I walked over to get some food then leave. 

I walked over to the line but bumped into someone. "I'm sorry" I said.

"It's fine" he said. I kept walking. I walked over to the restroom. I had to go fix my makeup. I walked over there butt he line was too long. I say by it kinda hiding and started to cry. Was I really so ugly that he blew me off? I cried harder and harder. Then someone tapped my shoulder. "Hey why are you crying?" They asked.

"I-I just got b-blown o-off" I said as I looked up at him.

it was a guy with green eyes and a pretty smile holding some cotton candy.

"Cotton candy?" He asked smiling offering me some. I smiled and took some.

"I'm jay" he smiled.

"I'm Cristina" I smiled. He sat down next to me.

"And who ever blew you off is stupid, because your beautiful" he smiled.

i blushed. "Thank you" I smiled.

"See there. Smile you look even more beautiful" he said as he wiped my tear.

i smiled and wiped all my tears.

"You wanna go on a ride with me?" He asked standing up and holding out his hand.

"Yeah" I said. I took his hand and got up. We got on about four rides then the Farris wheel.

we talked and talked. And at the end of the night he had won me a giant teddy bear.

And instead of kissing me on the lips. He just gave me a peck on the cheek. I smiled and blushed

till this day. I still have that teddy bear.

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