The next day I woke up to my alarm. I was on too of the bear asleep. And the bear had my tears on it. I got up. I walked over to turn off the alarm. I got up and brushed my teeth and put my hair up in a bun.
i put on moisturizer for my face. then put on boots and tucked in my sweats. Then put on my pullover. Then got my bad and walked out. My mother was making breakfast.
"Please eat" she said.
i shook my head and walked by her. She looked upset but sad.
i walked over to the door and walked out. I walked to school. Usually me and jay and Haley would walk to school together. And the other day Haley didn't come to school.
i walked in and everyone was giving me the looks again. But this time in the crowd. I saw Jeremy.
i walked over to him. He looked at me and laughed. I was furious. I ran up to him and pushed him. "What's so funny?" I said upset.
he laughed. "That your best friend killed himself! That's what's so funny?!" I screamed.
"Ooo now I see why, because he was with you" he liar he'd and got a laugh out of other people.
"Fuck you! I was in love in l-ove" I tried not to cry.
"got to hell! He fucking died! You stupid ass! He died! And I'm never getting him back! And neither are you! And I don't know why you think this is funny! But what pathetic loser has to make jokes about his dead friend to get a laugh from people" I said.
suddenly everyone was quiet. My eyes watered.
"Cristi look.." He said.
cristi? That's what Jay called me.
"don't call me that..d-don't c-call m-me t-that" I stuttered out crying. I ran away.