5. weeks gone by
I have gone to startbucks every day for two weeks. The staff knows me by name now, I ignore them, but they know me. I havent seen Niall once and nI honestly miss him. I dont know why, but I hope I see him soon. Can we just, you know meet up? I dont know. Last time I go out, today is the las time. I swear. And then, there he was. Walking in his white shirt and jeans. Say something to him, go on, let him know you care. Just do it. stop being a wimp. Go for him. Go on. GO! and there he goes, walking by. Oh well. Just not meant to be.
I just wish I could see her, at least one more time. I cant believe she hasnt come by. Not once. Yet, I havent stopped thinking about her. Which is sad because I dont remember what I had for dinner last night or the boys. Oh my god, the boys! Wait, they kicked me out.
So I strolled along the sidewalk on my way to my favorite bar. I felt eyes on me. More than usual. Choosing to ignore it I walked into the bar and ordered my beer.
Then I realized, I did have eyes on me. In that one seat, with that one drink, that one girl. KRISTEN! Chugging my beer I ran out and she was gone. Maybe I only imagined it. Am I really falling that hard? I am imagining things now?! What am I supposed to do now! I have to find her. I will not sip another drink until I find her. I just have to.