I walked with tears in my eyes. I had the words that he told me when I told him I liked him a month ago. We were so close. But, I felt like he would avoid me when I asked to hang out with him and he would say he's busy and stuff. I started to cry silently and ran for the roof to say. I didn't care if I had a jacket or not. I just wanted to be alone for a long time.
'I hate this,' I thought, crying, 'Why would he want to avoid me..?'
I got to the roof of the castle and sat while crying. The wind blew strong which made me shiver like hell. I don't care if I get sick or hypothermia, I needed to get him out of my head. He was annoying my brain for too damn long. All these questions were coming to my mind. What did I do to make him avoid me? Why would he avoid me? Did his girlfriend say to stay away from me? I gripped my hair tightly while crying.
"Leave my fucking head!" I yelled loud while crying, "If you're avoiding me, you don't deserve to haunt me!"
Then, I felt someone put a leather jacket around me. I looked up to see Zayn putting Harry's black leather jacket around me. He gave me a warm smile while I smiled a bit and looked back down before he sat next to me.
"What's wrong?" Zayn said, worried.
"I want him out of my mind," I said, looking down.
"Who do you want out?" He asked, "Niall?"
I looked to him and said, "No. I want him to stay in my mind."
"Then?" He said.
"My crush," I said.
"Ruining your life?" He said.
"Wasting my tears," I said, looking up to the sky with tears.
I told Zayn everything that my crush did. I told him all the things that my crush said to me. I went on and on while more and more tears started forming. I looked to Zayn to see him with a dirty look on his face. I kind of got scared.
"Who does that guy think he is?" Zayn said.
"I don't even know," I said.
"Have you tried talking to him about this?" He said.
"Are you nuts?!" I said, "If I did, we'd be no longer friends."
"Can I eat him?" Zayn asked as his eyes grew brighter.
"No!" I said.
"I tried," Zayn said, got up and giving me a hand, "Let's go inside and get you to sleep."
I nodded, smiled a bit, took his hand and got up with his help. I wiped my ass since there was snow on it. Before I started walking in, Zayn put his hand on my shoulder. I turned to him.
"Remember," Zayn said, "Boys like those are dicks."
"And," I smiled, "You guys aren't."
"I healed a broken heart," Zayn smiled.