She can't smile, so much ache in her heart
She can literally feel it breaking apart
No sleep yep plenty missed
Nothing to fill the void of emptiness ,
Just a lost child ,
Now a lost soul ,
All because if a heart that's turned cold.
I swept away the single tear that streamed it's way down my cheek. I can't keep fighting this stupid pathetic fight, and the worst thing is , is that I'm fighting with myself....
My life isn't exactly a fairy tale. Yes it may be better than others but it doesn't stop the way I feel.
I used to be close with my parents, but mostly my sister. It was only us four but as always things change.. Or do the people ?
My mother was seeing another guy and left , leaving us with only three people in our house. I usually visit her every second weekend but that is besides the point.
My sister had found a boyfriend and moved in with him at his place and I never get to see her any more..
So for about three years it was only my dad and I. We were actually just starting to do fun things and he told me things were looking up from here. The funny thing is , is that I actually believed him..
He found himself a new girlfriend and just ran for the hills with her.. Leaving me behind, literally. He would only spend not even an hour with me everyday so I was left at the house by myself.
I have had no experience maintaining a house, or as I just discovered, I can't even control my own body any more. Everything was just going down , my world was crashing..
Until I met him