I rushed home from school to rest for the game and to avoid Harry and Louis as much as possible . I knew Harry was gonna come home and I had to face him but I enjoyed the few seconds I had to myself to think and put the pieces together if I REALLY was jealous of them .
Was I really upset Him and Louis were so adorable and they could do stuff me and Harry could never do in front of everyone ? .
I couldn't tell knowing I was falling in love with Carter and I thought I pushed my love for Harry to the side because well IM FALLING IN LOVE WITH CARTER !!! . I couldn't forget I was falling in love with him because me and Carter should be so much better . Harry and Louis is just a cover up ... but so is me and Carter ... Ugh fuck this ! .
I laid on the couch watching Family guy trying to relax my mind . But right when my mind was cleared Harry walks in and drowns my thoughts once again . I tried to avoid him but he began to speak to me .
" Niall I haven't seen you alll day !" He shouted . " Oh I was at school .. just like you " I mumbled . "Oh .. I didn't see you " He chuckled putting his bookbag on the couch and sitting down . I chuckled a little .
"Maybe if you weren't so busy getting over me maybe you'd notice "I mumbled . He chuckled lightly "Niall come on .. --" "No you come on ! I can't fucking believe you would just push me aside like that .. and for Louis !!" I yelled . I don't know why I spazzed . WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE DOING THIS NIALL JAMES HORAN !!! .
" Niall we talked about this !" He yelled back . " Well I don't like it " I told him folding my arms like a big child . "Why . What?! Is it because I'm dating Louis .. The football star , absolutely fucking gorgeous boy who I might actually love ... You don't think I fucking see you and Carter ! " He yelled .
I simply looked at Harry . " Yeah Niall . It hurts to see you with someone else too . But you know what . I knew that this was best for me and you .. I can't hug you and kiss you when I want Niall I just can't .. Even now sometimes I feel the need to but I gotta remember you're my brother .
Don't think its because I don't love you because I do... alot actually . But you gotta do this for us .. " He finished .
I was in shock kinda quiet . I didn't know what else to say and I didn't wanna walk away to give the impression I was upset about it . I wasn't . But how the hell is my little brother gonna lecture me better than I lecture him sometimes .
"You didn't understand A thing I said did you ?" he asked me . I didn't respond . " Maybe this will help you " He said then pressing his lips onto mine . Oh my gosh the feeling came back quicker than I expected . I don't know how .
He pushed me on the couch and took off my jeans . He got right to giving me Head on the couch like Terrance wasn't still there . He probably left . I removed his jeans bottoming him as I placed my length at his opening .
I forgot what I was doing going straight into it . This sexual tension went on for hours like we were making love for the first time over again
It was wrong but felt so right . WHY DO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !?
SORREH ITS SHORT !!!! BUT MORE COMING SOOON
LIEK FOR MOAR !!!!!!<3