I sat in the family room My head in my hands . I couldn't lie I was very jealous and upset that Harry would kiss Louis . I can't believe I fell in love with him . I'm already confused about that now I'm just wondering if he wants me or Louis .
Is Louis some how better than me .? Is it because he's captain and I'm not ? . I really shouldn't be having these thoughts about someone who's supposedly my sibling . I don't even think of him as a sibling and that might be wrong but I don't care anymore . I heard the front door open and close .
"Ni .. Niall!!" I heard Harry's voice . "I'm in here " I said standing up . He looked at me then slowly walking towards me his hands in his pocket . "I got your text --" I cut him off smashing my lips onto his . I backed him up into the couch making me fall on top of him .
"Why " I asked him bringing my lips back onto his "Wait hold on " He said taking me off of him . "Is this about Me and Louis ?" He asked . ".. Why did you kiss him" I asked kinda yelling . He stayed quiet like he didn't understand what I asked . "Answer me " I ordered . He sighed .
"I was jealous of .. You and Alex talking and I couldn't stand seeing her touching you and laughing with you . I just . I hated seeing you 2 flirt with each other and I just wanted to make you jealous . " He bit his lip shrugging his shoulder . "Harry I'm into you I wouldn't never do something like that . And even If I still am into girls a little I wouldn't do that to Zayn .
" I explained to him . ".. Well now that you know that there's something I need to tell you about me and Louis "He said . "What ?" I asked him a little scared ." Um.. While we were in the classroom after class he was very upset with me because he got kicked off the team .
But then I started admitting to him I had a crush on him and how I've wanted him for so long but I always thought he was straight . He admitted he liked me back and we started .. " He all of the sudden stopped . Probably because he saw the tears coming down my eyes . "Niall . It Just happened I didn't mean for it to happen I swear " He tired to calm me down . "Do you love him ?" I asked .
"I don't know Niall " I covered my face sucking up my tears trying to calm down . "Niall stop crying I'm sorry .. I didn't mean to hurt you" He kept trying to hug me . I finally just walked away . I went into my room slamming my door .
I cried to myself for 5 minutes until I remember that I had practice today . That's when I got up , Quickly changed , grabbed my gym bag and opening the door to see Harry standing there . I immediately looked away trying to walk through him . "Wait for me I wanna go to practice with you . "He said .
"You don't have to go I'm fine " I sniffled walking through him "But I want to " He mumbled . "I need to be alone Harry . Just ... Leave me be " I told him leaving the house . I got in my car sitting there with my head in my hands for a second . I hated to say any of that to Harry but I needed to . I needed to think
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