Hi, My Name is Alex Bemis, and this is my life. I'm 16, Blonde hair blue eyes. My mum died in a car crash back when I was 9. I'm always getting abused from my stepdad since then. I couldn't bare see a happy future so I turned to self-harm, till I met Luke. He helped me get threw my pain. So here is my story...


30. "Those weren't there.."

Lukes POV:

The party just ended and everybody left. Alex went upstairs to her room. I went upstairs and heard her door close. SHIT! I then ran to her door and knocked

"Yes?" Alex said behind the door. I knew I had to try and make something up to make her open the door.

"You have to help me clean the kitchen it's to big of a mess to clean by myself" I said trying to make it sound like a command.

"Ok, but let me get in my pyjamas first" she said. This made me smile because all of her pyjamas are just fuzzy short shorts and a under shirt thing I don't know what its called I heard her call it a cammy before. It took a minute or 2 till I heard her unlock her door and open it. When she opened it I attached her with a kiss. I felt relieve that she started kissing me back. Are kiss became passionate. I then lifted her up and rapped her around my waist and put her against the wall. We then moved to my room and threw her on my bed. I then quickly ripped off my shirt and she took off her cammy thingy. I then began to suck on her neck and gave her love bites. I then began to suck a little above her collar bone. Alex let out a small moan. That means I found her sweet spot. I then pulled down her pajama shorts and looked at her.

"You so naughty to not wear underwear" I said

"Well sometimes I need to let it breath" she said making me smile. I then scanned her perfect nude body. I then saw her scars on her stomach. They looked new I couldn't believe it.

"Please stop staring at me like that" she asked but I couldn't help but to continue staring at them.

"Those weren't there this morning in the hospital" I said. She just got up and threw back on her pants.

"YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND LUKE! IT'S SOMETHING I DID" She began to yell at me. I already knew Vic told me. Now is the time Luke to tell her your 3 secrets. NOW! She was still yelling at me

"Alex" I said but she still continued yelling so I had to yell louder than her

"ALEX! PLEASE LISTEN TO ME!!!!" I yelled. She got silent and sat on my bed

"I need to tell you something... Um well 3" I said

"Ok speak" Alex said. I took a deep breath and began.

"Ok so I know about you having a one night stand. Vic told me. I'm ok that you had a one night stand. You where drunk and mad at me. 2nd is that.., i'm the same" I said and turned around and put my head in my hand.

"What do you mean... Same?" Alex asked I took a deep breathe and rolled up my sweat pants

"This" I said and turned around showing her.

"Oh my god" Alex said in shock. They're worse then Alex's.

"The 3rd confession goes along with why I cut" I said. I could feel the tears rushing. I tried my best hold them back.

"Well ummm when we started 5SOS it was only just me and Calum. I ummmm, i'm ughh bisexaul. I liked Calum when I told him he said he was bisexual too. So me and Calum used to go out. Then came Michael. We where friends with him and later on he told us that he was bisexual like us. So Calum was hanging out with Michael. So I became jealous so thats where I started cutting. About 3 months later Ashton came along. But he was the only 100% straight in the band he was dating Mercedes at the time. When we started to become famous we all had to get a girlfriend so I started dating Skylar and I was unhappy dating her so I cut some more. I wanted Calum back when I broke up with Skylar but he already was happy with his girlfriend and so was Mike. So I cut even more then I fell for the most hottest girl. So I stopped. Until you went to the hospital so I made 5 cuts a day because I didn't know If I would ever see you again. I just make the worst superhero ever. I'm sorry" I said knowing that I was balling my eyes out. I then ran to my car and drove to the bar.

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