~At 5SOS' place~
I was a little scared about how this was gonna go. I opened the front door to see Luke paising back and forth. He then looked up at me started to yell at me.
"WHERE THE HELL WHERE YOU!" He yelled
"I WAS OUT!"
"TELL ME! I WAS THINKING ABOUT CALLING THE POLICE TO FIND YOU!"
"YEAH SURE, YOU WHERE PROBABLY THINKING TO CALL SO CALLED SKY TO FUCK"
"WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!?" He yelled I then got out the piece of paper and threw it him. He then read it and looked shocked.
"It's not what you think" he said
"SURE THATS WHAT THEY ALL SAY" I yelled back tears streaming out of my eyes and I ran to my room.
"Wait! Alex!" He came banging on my door.
"JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" I yelled. I then opened my dresser and pulled out all the clothes and grabbed my old friend. Mr. B. I then ran to my closet and closed and locked it and sat in the corner crying. Mr. B started paint a pictures with me. Mr. B was my paintbrush and my canvas was my wrist. The only paint I had was blood red I started to paint my picture all over and long. I began to scream and cry in pain. I then heard a voice that wasn't mine. It was Luke's. He must of picked open the door and just hoping to not pick this one. I quickly made a few more deep drawings.
I knew I was gonna screw things up. I should of had thrown away that paper at the start. Once I picked Alex's door open and I couldn't see her and her clothes were on the floor I knew something was wrong. Way to wrong. I then yelled out for her, all I heard was subs. I then tracked them to her closet. Shit, no, no, no, no, NO! I thought as I got closer and the door was locked. I then started to pick the door open.
"NO!!! LEAVE ME ALONE!" She yelled but of course I didn't. I finally got the door open and my world just shut itself down. There was blood everywhere. She looked really pale and almost lifeless. I then sat next to her and took her blade away. I took her wrist lightly to see how bad it was.
"STOP! IT FUCKING HURTS! GET AWAY!" She yelled at me. I didn't listen, I was in shock. They where deep. I even began to cry.
"I'm calling the ambulance" I said and got up and took out my phone, she didn't respond or cried it all just stopped. As I was about to call I looked back at her.
"NOOO!!!! ALEX!!!!" I cried out but still no repose. I ran back to her side and lied her in my arms. I began to sob even more and I had to get more help now. I got out my phone and called 911
"911 what's your emergency?"
"My girlfriends bleeding out! She's not waking up! Please she needs help!" I yelled crying like a baby
"Please sir just calm down and an ambulance is on the way, tell me what happened"
"She ran to her room because of something I did and she locked herself in there. I found her with her wrists bleeding and a blade, please she needs help" I said
"Ok the ambulance should be there any minute, just go outside until they there"
"Ok, but please hurry"
I then ran outside and saw them coming around the corner. I then told the lady that there here and hung up. I flagged the ambulance down, when they got out I rushed them to where she was. They put her on the gurney, and rushed her in the trunk. They put a breathing mask on her and tried everything to bring her back to life. My mind was hurting from all of what was happening. I then dropped my face in my hands and began to cry even harder. I then heard something beep. I looked up to find it was Alex. Her heart began to beat again slowly. I felt a little bit of relieve. We finally got to the hospital and they rushed her into an emergency room. A nurse stopped me from going back.
"Excuse me sir, you can't go back there" she said
"But that's my girlfriend going back there!" I yelled not really caring at the moment for yelling at her.
"I'm sorry but you have to wait in the waiting room" she said trying to calm me down. I huffed out a "fine"
"Thank you" she said and walked me to the waiting room, she left and I starting paising back and forth thinking. I got out my phone and called everybody and told them Alex was in the hospital and I'll explain when they all got here.
15 mins later
"Luke!" I heard and looked up to see Mercedes running to me and sat next to me.
"Hey" I choked out. About 5 mins later Ashton and Michael came. About 10 more mins later Katie, Julie, and Calum showed up. I told them everything once they where all here. Once I was done telling them I thought about the 2 nicest people Alex liked, and called them to come. Everybody sat somewhere else and was calling people and stuff. I was crying and thinking. I looked up to see them walk in.
"Hey Kellin, hey Vic" I said. They both waved and sat next to me and told them everything they both got a shocked face.
"What have I done?" I said to myself crying.