I didn't want to yell at her. It seems like she hates me now. I just had to get out of that room and escape from the drama. I didn't want to hurt her more than I already had. I think we both need to simmer down for awhile. I escaped with music, I started sing along to a song called 'Give me love' by Ed Sheeran:
Give me love like her
Cause lately I've been waking up alone
Paint splattered tear drops on my shirt
Told you that I let them go
And that I'll fight my corner
And that tonight I'll call you
After my blood turns into alcohol
No I just wanna hold ya
Give a little time to me
We'll burn this out
We'll play hide and seek
To turn this around
All I want is the taste of your lips allow
My, my, my, my my give me love
I felt my self crying wishing I was with Alex. I realized this song to me is about her. I love her, I just don't know how to say it. I wish I could just kiss her and everything would get better. I continued the song and thought about Alex.
I just was frozen with shock in the kitchen for maybe a good 5 minutes. I finally got up and went to my room. I walked upstairs and down the hall and then I heard music. A guitar. I started to try to find what room it was coming from. I finally found the room and listened. It couldn't be. It was Luke. I began to listen to the song more and listened to the words. When it was over I broke down into tears sliding to the ground in front of the door. He said something when he finished that really made me brake
"I love Alex"
I didn't really pay attention after that then the door opened. I just got up fast and looked at him. I had a feeling that there was makeup all smudged on my face. He looked shocked to find me. What do I do! He's probably gonna get pissed at me for listening in on him.
"Alex" he whispered
"I'm... I'm... Really really sorry about everything. I just came to apologize then I heard you sing and didn't want to interrupt. Please forgive m--" I said and got interrupted with Luke putting his finger on my lips.
"I forgive you, and I think I love you" Luke said. And then kissed me on the lips and then I kissed back.