Hi, My Name is Alex Bemis, and this is my life. I'm 16, Blonde hair blue eyes. My mum died in a car crash back when I was 9. I'm always getting abused from my stepdad since then. I couldn't bare see a happy future so I turned to self-harm, till I met Luke. He helped me get threw my pain. So here is my story...


2. #2 Diary Entree - Max


11:36 PM

Dear diary,

Today is the day. I'm going to try to run away again. Max had enough alcohol and fell asleep. I just need to leave

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I got my bag, filled it with what I needed most like, a pile of clothes, my blades, blush to cover my arm, my mums necklace she gave me, my pills, $80. I have been saving my money for a few months now. Max would send me across the street to get him more cigarettes 4 times a week. I would tell him it costs $4 more than the usually price so I could keep the change.

I went down stairs. Fuck. Doors locked. I can't just unlock it, it's has this special lock that needs a key to get out. Only problem is that Max has the key. So I went back to my room to try and make a plan B.

There are lots of belts in my room that Max forgets to pick up. I finally thought of something. I could hook up all the belts together and get out through my window.

I tried my best not to fall or not to make a sound that might wake Max. I finally got to the ground with a little thump. I ran to the gate.

Fuck, Max heard me. He ran outside yelling. When he realized it wasn't a burglar and was me, he got really pissed. I tried my best to run in my thin weak body in the dark. I finally got to a dark alley and ran into a shack. Luckily he didn't see me. I probably stayed there for a good 30 minutes.

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