9. My room
I chose to stay in the room. I didn't want to be social with guys who used me and I wanted to go home. I didn't lose hope and realized that I had to just trust myself. Right as it was came Louis into the room. He came over to the bed and lay down on the mattress next to me. We were both silent and looked up at the ceiling. I realized he wasn't looking for anything, he just wanted to lie there and do nothing.
"Sorry!" he mumbled and made me to look at him.
"I'm sorry for you kidnapped me or because you chose me or what?"
Louis smiled weakly.
"So many sorry I can't give you. I just wanted to say sorry that there was trouble."
I sighed and was disappointed. It seemed hopeless to make them understand. I couldn't trust them and I couldn't be honest with them.
"It gets better." Louis whispered, as if he thought it would help.
Louis smiled and looked at me. He nodded and actually smiled charmingly.
"We are kind and we aren't evil."
I looked away.
"But you kidnap?"
He disagreed with me and sat up in bed.
"No, sweetheart. We haven't, we give you an opportunity to be a part of incredible things with us. It's many girls who want the same thing as you get."
"Call them then?"
He laughed a little bit and continued to shake his head.
"No, it's you we want and you'll like this."
I just wanted to scream out straight. I wanted to tell him how much I hated everything they did. This was day two with them and I didn't like it.
"You can always replace me?"
He laughed and lay down again. He lay down closer to me and I felt his hand searched for mine. I pulled directly off my hand and showed him that I didn't feel anything for him.
"Lou, stop to be silly!"
He giggled and spun around so that he was lying on his stomach. He looked at me and it seemed as if he loved the topic that we talked about.
"I feel a lot for you." he said, as if I could trust him. "You're one of the few girls that really got me to look when you played. You can fit and you are good at soccer. As a pro."
"And just because I play soccer did you choose me?"
He shook his head.
"You have a great body. You have just the right length and you have a perfect face. We like your long hair and you have great legs."
If I hadn't been kidnapped, I would have blushed. I would have belived in him and I had been enjoying his words. Now I neither listened or dried lo lissen to his praise.
"Release me, then?"
Louis shook his head and let his hand slide across my stomach. He looked at me and seemed not to understand what I felt.
"We love people like you."
I pulled his hand away and gave him a cold stare.
"Just because Harry seduced me it doesn't mean..."
Louis grinned and laid on top of me. I wasn't ready for it and felt how he almost pressed herself against me.
"Little sweet darling..." he mumbled and had his face just a few inches from mine. "Who says I want to seduce you?"
I swallowed and didn't know what to say. I felt one of his hands slid inside the shirt and he caressed my skin.
"The others are angry if... " I got out of me. "You have rules?"
He grinned and moaned lightly.
"Maybe I'm like Harry? I don't listen to the others?"
I almost had a panic. Louis was careful and he didn't hurt me, but I didn't want to do more with him at that moment. To my great relief there was a knock on the door.
"We eat now!" I heard Niall shout out. Louis sighed and rolled off me. I saw at him that he had been ready to go all the way with me. Therefore, he wasn't exactly happy that the food was ready .
"We coming!" he mumbled and straightened his clothes. "So fucking stupid that I have to take into account all the others."
I smiled uncertainly and stood up. I was just glad that we were considering. That meant I didn't have to have sex with more than just Harry.