18. Injured in the body
As soon as we got back to the house again, I went up to my room. I heard Liam started to brag, but I didn't want to listen. I couldn't bother and I just wanted to take a shower. I stood under the running water, and I felt I still was under Liams influence. It hurt a little between my legs and I could feel my body shaking. I didn't want to experience the same thing again and it was at that point I realized I had to make a plan. I had seen in movies how the hero escaped from a prison and maybe I could remember what they did? A wall was there so that I could get over it to the other side, through it or maybe tear it down? I didn't believe that it was impossible to get out. I'd only got hope left and I wasn't going to abandon my own hope.
I put on a tank top and put me under the covers in bed. I felt my body almost fell down on the soft mattress and directly, I closed my eyes. I still heard the boys' voices from the kitchen and I knew that Liam in detail told them about the evening with me. I must admit that I blushed, I felt like a whore and I didn't wanted them to talk so openly about everything. I felt embarrassed that they knew everything, what I had done, what I hadn't done. And it all ended up with that they certainly planned more things to do with me.
I woke up the next morning when Zayn came in to my room with a tray. He brought with him food, but I didn't feel hungry. He put down the tray on the bedside table and looked at me.
"Is everything okay?"
I nodded and turned him my back. I heard Zayn left the room and he closed the door silently behind me. I lay there and I didn't move from the spot. Instead, I fell asleep again and dreamed that I had come home.
Once again I awoke movements. I felt someone crouched down beside me and took his arms around my body. Then it was quiet and I wondered who it was. I spun around and saw Louis. He smiled weakly and looked at me with curious eyes.
"So is it good?"
I sighed and shook my head. Directly he picked up ointment and smiled at me.
"I'm here to smear you down there."
I was about to argue with him, but Louis put his hand over my mouth.
"It has happened before, when girls been with Liam. You have to make sure your heal."
I didn't like that he seemed to think he was right. I saw how he took the ointment on his hand and then he let his hand slide down between my legs. He took his hand inside the pants and slowly began to smear me. I spread my legs and felt that it helped.
"Just take it easy," Louis whispered soothing and let his hand touch the whole area. I felt he sighted in on my sensitive parts and I understood that he wanted to do more than just smear me.
"Stop it!" I hissed but Louis shook his head.
"I'll prove that I care about you." he hit the right spot and I moaned. Louis was satisfied and he continued to touch me. I moaned and spread my legs more.
"I give you a little pleasure." Louis mumbled and started to kiss me. I answered the kiss and felt a finger penetrated. Actually, it hurt and I froze. Louis ended the kiss and looked into my eyes.
"You have wounds?"
I didn't know what it looked like down there, anyway, I chose to nod. Maybe I could fool them that I was hurt? I let Louis continued to caress me, but he had no finger penetrate. Instead, he just moved his fingers over my clit and eventually I felt my whole body began to shake. I pressed myself against his hand and whimpered. Louis smiled right away and kissed me again. This time it didn't hurt and I felt how I approached the end. I moaned and I kissed him more intensely. In the end, I was shaking all over and I felt his whole body shook with pleasure.
"We will let you be alone for some days." Louis mumbled and sat up. He then stood on the floor and walked over to the toilet. I heard how he washed his hand and then he came back to me.
"None of us will do anything to you." he continued. "We understand that Liam hurt some parts of you and we are prepared to allow you to heal."
I nodded a little bit and started thinking about how I could make use of it all.
"It hurts!" I said, trying to sound suffers. "Liam made me do everything all the time and it hurt."
Louis frowned and came over to the bed.
"He said you loved it?"
I shook my head and the words just poured out of me.
"He hurt me all the time and he forced me. I was in pain but he didn't care. I think he wasn't aware of it."
I heard Louis scolded at Liam. I heard the other's words and actually I enjoyed. I would certainly take advantage of the moment and I thought about playing the victim.