12. Chapter 12
We made our way back to my house. The drive was silent. I just kept my glued on the road and didn't take my eyes off it once. Niall and Monisa avoided conversation the whole time because they didn't know how I would react.
I could tell by the look in her eyes that she still loved me!
That she still needs me.
Why would she leave me again!
My heart smashed in a million pieces when she said those words.
"Elliot! Lets go now!" She said loudly and HE hurried to her side. HE waved everyone off and climbed into their car and HE drove off with my girl!
HE stole her from me!
HE stole the love of my life!
HE stole my only reason to live!
HE stole the only reason for me to live, so HE has stolen my life....
*end of flashback
I ran up the steps and entered my house. Niall and Monisa are staying around because Liam told them to keep and eye on me. I did the only thing that can numb this pain. I sprinted into the kitchen and took the pack of beer and ran upto my room. I tore my shirt from my body and threw it in a corner in the room. I took out a can and gulped it down.
I started to feel dizzy and light headed. I gulped down a second can and threw the empty piece of metal on the floor and grabbed my notepad and pen from on top of the oak desk. I picked up the guitar and started to get on with it.
Cara is phoning us!! It has been 4 hours since we saw her. I answered the phone and Monisa signalled to put in on speaker. I obeyed and cleared my throat before I spoke up.
"Hello?" I said nervously into the speaker.
"Hey" said a masculine voice. What?! That's not Cara!
"Urmm who's this?" I asked. WHO DA FUQ IS THIS! Aha it's definitely not Cara!
"Elliot, We met a few hours ago, your Harry right?" He said boldly.
"No... Urmm I'm Niall, yeh now I remember" i replied. Oh he's Caras date!
"Oh well could you give the phone to Harry please?" He asked me as Monisa and I were already heading upstairs.
"Sure" I said in monotone and opened the room to Harry's door.
Harry looked up and I could see the emotion in his eyes. There was crumpled balls of paper pooling out of the bin. Harry put his guitar down as I walked up to him slowly and handed the phone. I quickly ran out and shut the door behind me. I escorted Monisa downstairs and we impatiently waited in the kitchen.
Niall came and handed me the house phone and I saw the caller ID! IT WAS CARA! I KNEW SHE STILL HAD FEELINGS FOR ME!!
"Cara?" I asked excitedly into the phone.
"No, it's Elliot, your Harry right?" He asked with his annoying posh accent stabbed me in the face.
"Yeh, What do you want!" I said in monotone.
"Ok listen Harry! Cara deserves better, now she has me. I am not going to hurt her like you did and I never will. I love her and you don't. You never did so save that lost puppy shit because i aint buying it and she isn't either. She told me how much she hates you for hurting her and that she's so happy that we are together. She loves it when I hold her as we sleep together and she wishes that I was the father to her child. She says that I am the one. We are in love Harry! " he snapped and I felt anger boil inside of me.
WHAT?! DID SHE REALLY SAY THAT?! MY HEART SANK A MILLION METERS.
It doesn't matter if I tell a few white lies because Cara will never know about them. Cara told me everything! I mean EVERYTHING! she told me all of the memories they shared. If I didn't move then we could have had a perfect relationship and she wouldn't have that bratty mother fucker as a son! Oh James just always gets in the way! It's really annoying! He's really annoying. I wish he would just fuck off.
"So I want you to stay away from my Cara! Okay?! She doesn't need a fucker like you messing up her life again, goodbye Harry!" Elliot's voice boomed through the phone.
"Ok" I sniffled and he hung up.
I can't believe it! Cara wouldn't ever say that about me. She still loves me! I can tell it in her eyes.
I can't stand the pain anymore. I have to end this. I have to end the pain. I stumbled into the bathroom, opened the cupboard and grabbed every bottle of medicine there was in there and swallowed it all. I felt drowsy. I couldn't see. All of theses picture and moments with Cara flashed before my eyes. I fell to the ground and blacked out.....