10. Chapter 10
It's been three months since cara left me and took James with her. She left UC too! I was heartbroken- no I still am heartbroken! I thought that she would come back or or that we could find a way to sort everything out. But no. I haven't gone out or did anything with the guys since. Niall and Monisa have forced me to go. I have to go to some stupid dinner with them and the guys like old times. I tied my shoelaces and headed downstairs when I heard the doorbell ring. I opened it and Niall and monisa stepped in. We exchanged greetings and then hopped into Nialls car.
"SHIT!!" Niall quietly shouted.
"What?" I said in monotone.
"The cars not working" he said turning to me.
"Can you drive us there?" Monisa asked while smiling at me. The look in her eyes isn't the same. She was really close to James and cara was her best friend. I know it hurts her but it hurts me too.
"Fine" I said and climbed out of the car and I headed to my car so we can go.
The dinner was crap! I can't believe I wasted £30 on some bland pasta and dry chicken. We headed out of the restaurant when I heard someone laugh. It sounded so familiar. I heard it again. It's..... It's cara! I turned around and I saw her! She was exiting the restaurant across the road. She was wearing a little black dress(just walked into the room, making heads turn, can't stop looking at you! Aha sorry :/ )and she was with someone. The dim street lights showed his facial features clearly. It was a tall blonde guy with chocolate brown eyes and a perfectly sculpted chin. He had his arms around her waist just like how I used to hold her. He bent over and kissed her cheek. She got out of his grip, spun him around and kissed him passionately.
I fell to my knees and Niall ran to my side and helped me up. He looked up and saw cara. He gasped loudly and called out to her.
"Hey! Cara!" She turned around and smiled at him.
"Niall! How have you been?" She asked while walking over to him. She had a big smile on her face and pulled everyone into a hug. Then she saw me......
Her face fell.
She knew that I saw them kiss and that it broke me.
She broke me.
The only thing that could fix me was her.
But I'm not what she deserves.
She deserves better.
She deserves someone that's not me.
But I'm not going to let her go.
"Hey" she said in monotone. I could tell that she was hurt. That she was broken.
She needs me.
I need her.
Baby don't let me go.
"Hi" was all that I could say. I looked at her straight in her eyes and read her emotions. I couldn't read them like I could before.
"How have you been?" I asked her, not daring to look in her eyes again because its killing me to see her. To see her not love me. Niall walked away to leave me and cara alone to talk. Caras "Date" had gone over to them to probably talk or something like that but I just ignored them. The only thing important right now is Cara.
If only I could just kiss her.
If only I could touch her.
If only I could feel her.
But I can't....
She's not mine anymore...
But I lost her and I'm going to get her back.....