21. its my fault
It was 40 minutes later and niall haven't arrived yet and the girls were gone. I got an text from cidnie saying that niall was at the hospital and that i needed to come right away. I hurried and got the car keys and got into the car. - at the hospital - I saw cidnie and the others crying i ran over to them i asked what happend. They said niall was in a car crash bc he was texting someone. OMG he was texting me this is all my fault i cried. No its not kinsey said he is okay. The nurse came in and said who's keniyah brooks. They all pointed at me i said yes that's me she said follow me please i did as i was told. We were outside a hospital room she said niall is in there you can go. I went inside to find niall smiling at me. I told him i was sorry for texting him which made this happend. He said what are you talking about i was trying to call you because i wanted to ask you to be my girlfriend. I said of course niall i love you so much. I love you too princess but if i dont make it through this i will always love you here you go. He handed me a ring and he put on my wedding finger. I thought i was your girlfriend not wife. He said will you marry me. I bursted into tears and said YES i have been waiting for this my whole life. He smiled while i kissed him on the cheeks and then lips. He said can you record me babe i said okay why pulling out my phone. Beacuse they told me i was not going to make it i lost to much blood. I looked at him and said please niall dont leave me i need you. I pulled out my phone then recorded him he said I love you all and i will always will. You guys better take care of those girls and mine. Oh and my fans i LOVE YOU SO MUCH NEVER FORGET THAT. Dont harm yourself bc if you do we will never ever meet bc i will be up there and if you harm yourslef you will go down there. I thought u would might wanna hear something i would say before i go. So i guess this is the end I LOVE YOU MOM AND GREG AND EVERYONE ELSE BYE LOVE YOU KENIYAH HORAN. then there was a strange noise coming from the machine. The nurses came in and told me to leave so i did i cried bc i knew he was gone forever. I sat down with cidnie and them who were also crying. The nurse came back and said i am sorry for your lost niall is gone.