11. Back to school
Back to school.
I woke up really early today of the alarm clock, I was heading back to school.
The reason I wasn't at school before is because after my mom died, I got such a pressure on me. I struggled a lot, and I got bullied and everything just ruined my day. So dad took me out of school for a year to calm down, I know it's a long time and that I haven't talked about it to anyone before. But I don't think it's a big deal.
I stood up from bed and went downstairs. I was literally living in the lads's vacation house, I really miss them. My dad thinks it's a good thing for me to live by myself for a while, he thinks I need it. And I totally agree, I do need it.
I got dressed, did my make-up and made myself breakfast. I sat down at the kitchen table and ate my breakfast while scrolling down twitter and listened to music when I got a text from Niall.
Hey! we miss you a lot. We're rehearsing right now. We wish you best luck today! Harry calls you tonight! x bye
Good morning! Thanks alot, say thanks to the others! I wish you guys best luck at the concert today as well! Talk to you guys later x byeee
So.. Yeah, I told them about the school yesterday, and they all went like ' WHAT! ' ' Why didn't you tell us? ' but in the end they just agreed with my dad that it was good for me. But honestly.
I'm not really looking forward to it, I'm afraid I'll get bullied again.
I noticed the clock and hurried to get my bag and brushed my teeth, then I hurried off to school
* SKIPPING THE SCHOOL PART *
The school was actually really great, the people were actually nice to me. It felt good.
When I got home I got on my computer and watched the tv, it's something I always do at the same time.
I went on twitter again, I'm obsessed with it. Like literally.
I passed an tweet and went back to it. It was Harry.
@Harry_Styles: Enjoying the life on tour, but I miss someone.. x
I just smiled at myself for some odd reason. He could've ment his mom for what I know. But I just hoped it was me he was talking about.
The day went on quickly, and at 11 in the evening when I was ready for bed, my phone started to vibrate. You can guess who that was.
K: Hey, how was the concert? how did it go?
H: Amazing, the crowd was just unbelievible. But I miss you though.
K: I miss you too Harry.
H: *giggles* So, how was school?
K: You know, boring. But it was better then I expected though.
H: Sounds great, but I have to go now. I'll call you tomorrow.
K: Ok, goodnight.
H: Goodnight Katy.
Then I hanged up. It actually annoyed me that we didn't say ' I love you '. But we weren't actually dating anymore. But I wanted to tell him cus I did love him a lot and I wasn't going to not tell him. So I sent him a text.
Goodnight for the second time now, haha. I just wanted to say that, I love you. x
Goodnight babe, I love you more. xx
I looked at the screen and just smiled to myself. I don't think I'm ever going to get over him. Im waiting for him to come back to me.
I just hope he does the same.