" Are you going to tell me why you are so upset?" Lucius asked, sitting back in the large winged chair.
" I'm not in the mood." I said simply and put my head in my hands.
" You are never in the mood, are you?" He asked and I stood up, the chair falling over as I walked over and put my hands on the arm rests of his chair.
" I'm not in the mood to talk about how I just probably lost my family. Now if you are going to bug me then I'll leave!" I snapped and he reached up, trailing his finger down my neck.
" You are really torn up over this.. Come here."
He pulled me down until I was sitting in his lap, my head resting in the crook of his neck. I let out a sigh and thought over it. Arthur was in the wrong here, not me. I love Lucius. And if he can't see that then there's no point in me trying to make him.
" He said it was okay.. He would tolerate you. Then switched it around and now you are a terrible person. We fought and I left." I said simply and I felt him nod, his hand rubbing my back soothingly.
" Why won't you quit and just live with me permanently? I am on the board.. You don't have to work. You can move in or the elf can get your stuff so you don't have to go back..." He said and I sat up, looking into his grey eyes.
" I can't quit! Lucius, are you insane? Dumbledore would kill me. I have Severus and the kids there..." I said and he sighed, playing with my hair.
" then how about you move all of your things here and stay with me.. Move in? I like having you here." He kissed my collar bone and I shrugged him off, standing up and leaning on the desk.
" Lucius.. I don't know.." I said and he nodded, standing up and towering over me.
" I want you to know that if this is going to last you will have to be by my side for everything.." He said and I nodded.
" I will be.." I reached up and put my hand on his shoulder but he shrugged me off.
" Not like meetings and trials and shopping.. I mean.. Those meeting.. Those trials.. Those plans.." He said and it dawned on me. Voldemort.
I looked at him and nodded. I will have to be there for that?
" I want you to know that whatever happens, it will all turn out okay. Harry will win." He said and I shrugged my shoulders.
" I'm not really believing that now a days.." I admitted and he tilted my chin up, making me look at him.
" Don't say that.. He will win."
" I am so glad you have faith in him, because I don't."
He pushed me back and looked into my eyes, his face held up in confusion.
" You don't have faith in him?" He asked me and I shook my head.
" is that bad? That I don't have faith in my nephew? I just can't see it. He survived once but.. He had Lily's love. Now.. He doesn't." I admitted and he shook his head, gently pushing me out of his lap. I stood and he walked to the large door, looking at me with large eyes.
" I never thought of you to say that, Alux. I am very surprised." He turned and walked away, leaving me there to my own thoughts.
A/N: I'm so sorry I haven't updated lately. I've had major writers block and plus school and breaks and stuff. I promise to update soon! Let me know what you guys think, everything is appreciated!