I sigh as I fall onto our the couch in my new apartment. I haven't talked to the boys in awhile. We all just kind of distanced ourselves. I miss spending time with them, so much. I'd give anything to have more time with them. But we can't always have what we want.
"Hello?" I answer my phone even though I know who it is.
"Nash! Hey!" Hunter's annoying voice chirped through the phone.
I've grown to dislike Hunter, he was too happy. It just seemed so...I don't know, fake.
"Hey man." I say flatly, I honestly didn't want to film a video for that stupid channel. Honestly, who names their fucking channel Awesomeness TV? What are you? Twelve?
"We need you to go to VidCon this year, think you can handle that?" He chuckles at the end like it was some joke.
I roll my eyes and fake a chuckle, "Coarse, bro. I'll come and pick up the passes on the day of." I pick at a loose thread on my shirt, bored with the conversation.
"No can do man, you gotta get the stuff now." Hunter disagrees.
I groan, are they serious. I honestly regret working with this channel. But I'm locked in the damn contract.
"Yeah, I'll be there soon." I hang up before he can say bye.
Hunter has ruined the rest of my day off. The whole channel has ruined my life. I don't know how people could subscribe to that piece of shit channel.
I pull out my phone going through my mentions as I walked out of my apartment, once again.
OH MY GOSH @nashgrier I LOVE YOU! YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME!
I tap out a quick reply.
Staph, you're making me blush!
I entered the elevator, and froze when I saw her name.
@nashgrier is a thot.
I can't help but smile and chuckle, which evolved into a laugh. Jordan still has that sense of humor.
I type out a reply.
@jordanjones am not!
I locked my phone as I walked underground and to my car. I unlocked the doors and climbed in, backing out of my spot and up the tiny hill exiting underground and towards the Awesomeness TV studios.
"Hello?" I grumble, my mouth dry and my throat sore from not talking.
"Nash get up! V-" I hung the phone up.
I honestly don't need Hunter's shit this morning.
I look through my closet. What to wear? What to wear?
There's a knock at my door and I groan, running in nothing but my boxers to the door.
I open it and a smiling brunette grins up at me. "Hey Nash!" She pushes past me, I smile at the man carrying around the camera also walking in.
Stacy was also one of the pains working with the channel. If you were going to an event you must have her and a camera man with you.
This time the camera man was Mark. "Morning Mark, you can get something to eat or whatever in the kitchen." I point, he thanks me and walks off.
I find Stacy pulling out shirts and pants and all types of clothing.
"Um, maybe this?" She screws up her face placing a shirt against my chest, shaking her head and walking away.
"What does it matter it's just VidCon?" I shrug, adjusting my boxers.
"Just VidCon he says, just VidCon!" She laughs without humor.
I sit on the bed, "We don't want it to look like you're trying to hard so let's just go with this." She hands me a red t-shirt with 'Vans off the wall' in the corner and khaki pants with red vans.
I walk into the busy convention centre. YouTubers run around like chickens who've lost their heads. Ah, the busyness of VidCon, how I've missed it.
I pull out my iPhone and snap a picture and decide to tweet it.
Let's play Spot the Youtuber!
I lock my phone as Stacy drags me outside. "Alright Nash, this'll be the intro for the video, you know what to do." She nods, stepping behind the camera.
They give me a countdown and point to go, let's do this.
"Hey guys and today we're at VidCon and if you were one of those unlucky fans who couldn't get a ticket we are you're ticket for today as we take you behind the scenes of what goes on here at VidCon and stay tuned for interviews with your favorite YouTubers!" I smile.
Mark gives me a thumbs up, "Alright, let's go get some shots and talk to the fans in line." We leave Stacy behind as she heads inside, I stick the little earpiece in and wait for her to say something.
"Clear." She says.
"Clear." I repeat.
It was something we do to make sure we can hear each other.
The fans scream at the sight of me and I can't help but smile. One rushes forward and hugs me tight, I hug back. "Love you." I whisper. She squeals pulling away crying.
"Alright guys, we need to get some shots for the new video do you mind us asking a few questions?" They shake their head.
"I LOVE YOU NASH!" One screams, I laugh and say it back.
"Alright what's your name?" I ask as Mark records.
I give the microphone to a blonde.
"Ask her what the best part of VidCon is." I hear Stacy say.
"What's the best part of VidCon?" I smile.
She begins giggling as girls scream out answers and they are along the lines of Cute Guys and a ton of them scream you and it makes me blush.
My fans were the best.
"But a serious answer probably getting to see a person who you've only seen on your computer the closest to a hug or a kiss is a virtual one and you know to get an actual picture with them. But you are the best part." She winks.
I chuckle nervously, "Ask her who's she's looking forward to meeting." Stacy says quickly.
"So, who are you looking forward to meeting?"
"Well you were defiantly at my top three, but I really want to meet Kingsley and Jordan Jones. Also Tyler Oakley and Troye Sivan." She nods, I find myself blushing.
"Do you ship Troyler?" I ask ignoring Stacy's next question.
They scream yes and begin chanting Troyler as Mark gets a shot of everyone around us.
"Alright and we're done, thank you so much girls!" Mark smiles.
"I'll see you guys inside!" I wave and walk away with Mark.
I smile at the camera. "Alright let's go take a look at the convention centre and talk to some of the YouTubers before the craziness begins!" I push open the doors and there still is people running around but not that much.
I freeze when I spot Jordan . "Hey Nash let's go talk to Jordan, a ton of people are talking about her." Stacy says.
I don't reply but I continue walking. "Nash? Nash?" Stacy repeats my name in my ear but her voice seems so far away as we approach Jordan, she looks so beautiful.
Her hair has changed a bit the ends are a bright pink. "Hey Jordan." I drag out my hey as she turns to me. Her face lights up.
She looks confused and happy, I could kiss her senseless right now, but I know I shouldn't.
"Do you mind if we ask you a few questions?" I ask, she takes a second but she nods smiling.
"Alright Nash, you're gonna introduce her, then ask her to show her OOTD."
I take a step away. What the heck is OOTD?
"No, what is an OOTD?"
"Outfit Of The Day. Keep up dumbass." She sasses, I can practically see her rolling her eyes.
"Okay, whatever." I walk back.
Mark gives me the countdown. "Hey guys and we're here with the one and only..."
"Jordan Jones, that sounds so weird oh my gosh." She places a hand to her chest, her face surprised. I laugh.
"Okay, so tons of your fans dig your sense of style so give us the run down of what you're wearing today."
She laughs and brushes some hair out of her face. "Well today Nash, I'm wearing a top Fresh-Tops sent me for talking about them in my video a ton of times it's a white crop top with HAKUNA MATATA written on it in very tropical colors. You're getting this right?" She points to Mark.
We both laugh as he moves the camera up and down. "Alright, and my shorts are from...uh...Fresh-Tops! They are these really cute, well I think they're cute, destroyed blue denim shorts and I'm wearing my trusty black Vans."
"Vans make her dance." I wiggle my eyebrows. She laughs.
"Nash ask her what she's most looking forward to today and in her YouTube career." Stacy says.
"So Jordan what are you looking forward to today?" I ask.
"Well, defiantly the cute guys, nah I'm just kidding meeting all the fans cause my fans are the best cause they have sass and are too glam to give a damn about anything else." We both laugh.
"And in your YouTube career?" I add.
"Ooooo, that's a hard question. I don't really think I have plans, it's going really well and I just hope it stays that way so I can make more people smile, day by day." She smiles.
"Ask her if she plans on meeting any YouTubers she hasn't met."
"Okay and everyone is wondering, Do you ship Troyler?" She laughs.
"Of coarse I do! They are so cute together! They are like OTP. After this." She waves a finger between us.
"What are we gonna call this?" I ask, holding back a laugh.
"Jash. We'll call it Jash." She smiles nodding.
"Alright it's official guys today a ship has been created." I smile. We both end up laughing as Mark shuts the camera off.
"Alright let's go find Kingsley. By the way, I totally ship Jash." Mark winks and we both laugh as I wave goodbye.
I can't believe I saw Jordan again today! You know you never realize how much you miss someone till you see them again. I turn around to find Jordan running over. "Hey Jordan, what's up?" I ask.
"Selfie." I laugh as we both smile at the camera on her phone
I take one with my phone, we both smile and she puts up a peace sign.
"Alright let's go Nash!" Mark smiles.
"Wait where you going Mark?! I need a selfies of us all together!" Jordan waves him back over.
We all smile and then Mark drags us away with Stacy yelling in my ear about how there is only 10 minutes until VidCon officially starts.
"Would you just shut up Stacy we're moving aren't we." I say, rolling my eyes.
How I hate this channel.