Hours passed and all the boys had gone to bed but one.
"Are you ok?", I heard a faint voice call from the other side of the door, it was Zayn.
"i dunno", i said tears trickling down my face.
I ran towards him he held me tight trying to stop me from crying.
"I saw you sat on the landing", he said wiping away my tears.
"I spose i just still can't believe it i mean one minute i'm at home, on my bed with my headphones on, your albums playing on repeat and wondering what it would be like to meet you, dreaming of that one chance". I sighed, " and now a few years later i'm here, living with you and questioning how something so special could've have happened to me of all people."
He sat down on the bed beside me, his arm round my shoulder.
"Well we believe that everything happens for a reason and that you living with us and falling in love with Niall was just obviously meant to happen even though it does seem weird and asif it's all one big dream," he paused, "Well it's not so start enjoying it and if you really want to you can stay with us for as long as you want, forever if you like, your now apart of this family whether you and Niall are together or not and we never turn our back on family". He smiled reassuring me that this was real and i had to start believing it even though it was strange.
I hugged him tightly thanking him for everything. "Well i best be off to bed". He got up and headed for the door. "Um..Zayn before you go can you tell the others i said thankyou please?",he paused," Sure", he smiled, "Night Beth", "Night", i replied.
I lay down, my head on my pillows with a blanket covering me. I was wearing Niall's hoodie. It was far to big for me which i liked. I clutched the sleeves tightly wrapping them round my hands. The aroma of Niall's aftershave hit me. I smiled. "I love you", i whispered softly.