Mersa's P.O.V; June 28; 3:56am
I walk my way down the halls busy with things to do, I have places to be. I am 'married' to my job as they would say, but just minutes before I was attempting to take care of annoying issues and failing miserably.
I wake up in bed, just sheets between me and what I was hoping never to happen. I lay there clueless just staring at the ceiling, scared to look next to me, for it had happened to many times before; the smell of sweet cologne the bed had no ident from the continuous amount of me sleeping there unlike my bed, but there was the slightest imprint embracing my body to a slight comfort. Yet it was to late to look next to me as a tall muscular body comes over me and his bulky arms on either side of me and my lips swarmed by a kiss. My eyes shoot open, "Neil!" I shout
"Shhhh," he hushes me, "Don't worry, you need to loosen up,"
I sit up in utter shock, "Where are my clothes? What happened last night? I don't remember a thing,"
"Well your clothes are right there," Neil answered pointing to a neat stack of clothing sitting on a chair, "I know how you like clean clothes so I went to your room to get you a clean uniform and I had the other one washed,"
I smiled as I was very pleased with his awareness of my order of things, "Wait? My room?" I screamed turning red, "you shouldn't be in there that is private,"
"Well I saw everything," he said smiling a devious grin, to open his eyes finding my fist in his face and the top of my foot lands in his shin a few times, the same spot each time. When he turned to his wolf form in annoyance, but that doesn't stop me from putting a small knife against his neck under his chin; the knife had supported my jet black hair in a bun and now my hair was hanging draping my entire back in a black curtain. I study him closely, his fur black and his eyes blue, much different from his human blonde hair and green eyes, but all together just as attractive and fitting. I bring down the knife and drop it on the floor to hug him unexpectedly, his fur warm, comforting my body, but his slight happiness and affection for me turns him back to a human and though his fur is now gone he is still warm if not warmer. My eyes suddenly open wide and I squeeze Neil tighter unknowingly, "What? Are you alright," he asks tilting my chin upward to look at him.
"I'm late," I answer with some alarm in my tone, turning to the clock on the wall, I rush over to the chair where my clothes are and hurriedly put them on and head out the door.
But my arm is pulled back and I'm pressed against the wall, "C'mon Mersa, just stay with me," Neil says looking into my glowing eyes, "You love your job more than me and I hate it, you should be with me, not marrying your job," he pulls my face towards his, but I slip away while he is off guard and slip out the door.
"Sorry Neil, maybe someday, but for now it's my job first," and I close the door and hurry away.
I walk down the hallway when there is a sudden pain in my head, to open my eyes and I have no control over myself. I just watch myself when I see a sudden door open in front of me. I know what's about to happen, a death, and I won't let it. "No person deserves to die like this not even at my hands." I scream and pound on the black walls arounds me. I have a sudden surge and I'm leaning against the wall feeling a pain through out, but I was glad I had control. That was quickly changed when I see a girl standing in front of my, I assume a good posture.
"Mersa? Hello?" a wolf asks as I stare at the girl
"Shut up I've got this," I answer not wanting his opinion, another wolf standing by holds the girl against the wall, "Rider I had this..." but I was interrupted so I turned and closed the door and turned to the body, 'so this was my assignment, to be part of and experiment, Lawrence needs to stop dragging me into such things...' I thought to myself when the wrenching pain returned I grabbed my head until I rose and was locked back in the dark room, which I believe was my head. I observed myself move as I no longer had mercy for the person before me, "Do it.." I whisper aloud grinning as I dive in to the persons neck, though it wasn't really me. My body stands in awe quickly leaving the room and entering another. I see her turn to the mirror and see my body in the mirror dripping with blood, I stand there in my own conscious smiling, but I can see her eyes trailing to the body behind us, when she walks over to it and the eyes open before me and I suddenly regain control, but it is slightly blurry and I take a moment before seeing the girl stand before me. I back away only to bump into a wolf I turn quickly and see Rider standing before me with an evil grin. I, myself was scared I didn't understand my surroundings. I run past him out the door and run into Neil, and I fall to the ground.