5. This is it
My mother saw me crying when I ran up the stairs, I went to check my phone and threatening and pointless text messages were piling in on my phone. They all just said 'Kill yourself'. I really should if that was what was wanted. If that was what the world would be a better place without me in it. I kept on crying, crying so much that my heart felt like it was going to stop on it's own. I couldn't bare the pain anymore. It's been two years for the bullying of me being gay.
Mother said it'll be much better once I leave.
That's a lie...
Truly one fat lie.
If it was going to get better mother, than why do i feel like you don't even pay enough attention towards your own daughter as well?
My plan is,
lock myself in the bathroom.
Make a bath.
make a few cuts when I'm in the bath until I feel like I was going to faint.
If mother and Lizzy knock on the door, I swear I won't answer it.
I swear I'll give everyone's wish dream come true.