19. Austin back
since me and scarlett had to talk I grab her and let her in a dark hall then things pretty heated it felt so right to be with her having sex with her but then she told me she can't do this I started crying and she look hurt to s- I can't cheat on Austin my god! Me- please tell me you love me while crying she looked hurt when I say that s- I will always love you but this not right I got a little happy but then she got me friendzoned me- baby please! I dropped to the floor I meant I gave it to her i had sex with her I love her with every inch I have I just cried so loud s- bye justin.... I just continue to cry and she walk off again why me?
i walk out again I meant I can't cheat on austin I'm i be selfish? I got outside and see that they're was no papz I got quickly before someone grab my wrist and looked at a broken justin me- just stop please..... J- i can't I love you while crying I haven't take a look at his face but he was pale he was so much skinnier like he haven't been eating or sleeping I knew that I have to get back to him and I looked that he haws a tattoo of the day we date and his face is so skinny and he has bags under his eyes but then someone shake me j- I love you *sobs* me- I can- then justin kisses me idk why but I started kissing back he smile but then i stop me- oh god I did it again justin please stop ! Move on! I regret saying that because the next thing he slapped me j- your mine idc! Me- you did it again... IM SO FUCKING DONE WITH YOu!! Asshole! Justin looked shock when he slap me then his dark eyes become soft j- babe I'm sorry while he was trying to reach my hand I move it me- don't fucking touch me! I got into the car and drive off leaving justin in shock while I got back at my house I got inside seeing Austin a- hey babe!!! He came running to me and hugs me so tight I just giggle and he did too me- omg I miss you so much! A- same here! He kisses me passionaly but then I remember what I did to him and say me- I don't deserve you while shocking in my own words a- wwhat? Baby? Me- I don't deserve you! While crying A- babe what happen he looked hurt me- Justin grab me and he started to have sex with me and I couldn't stop him and I stop and before I got to my car he grabs my wrist and he saying he love me but when I told him to move on he slapped me... A- WTF HE DID THAT TO YOU!??! Me- I'm sorry *sobs* a- baby is not your fault is his me- I love you *smiles* a- I love you too baby so much! He kiss me soft and then I remember justin didn't use a condom I gasp like a seen a ghost a- babe?!? Your ok?!? Me- Justin's didn't use a condom *sobs* a- everything will be alright you want to go tomorrow to the hospitaL? Me- yes please.... A- ok babe let's go and cuddle I just giggle of how sweet he was being we both drilled to sleep