Song of chapter; young folks by Peter Bjorne and John. It's actually. Really good song you should check it out and it goes with the chapter perfectly.
Chapter one; My best friend
I was sitting in my last class of the day with austin behind me he was annoying me but he thought it was funny and as of right now I was to tired to care so I just let him.
"Kylie" he whispered while throwing a pencil at my back.
I sighed loudly in frustration and turned around. "What the hell do you want?" I said irritated.
"Can I copy?" He said with his big dorky smile that showed his braces. He is one of the biggest dorks I know but I still love him I mean how can I not? He has been my friend since 5th grade and we are like brother and sister he has been through everything with me through thick and thin through heartbreaks and family problems he was always there. And if I didn't have him I don't know what I would do be uses he is the only person I am close with.
I smiled at him and rolled my eyes "here dork give it back before class is over" I said handing him the paper. He quickly snatched it out of my hands and quickly copied all the answers down.I laid my head on the desk and the bell rang I quickly grabbed my things and walked out the door with austin by my side.
"Still coming over today?" He asked sweetly as he set his hand on mine making me get butterflies he always gave me butterflies. But it was kinda normal I mean there was nothing between us yeah he is adorable and everything I want in a guy and I love him but he just doesn't want me I guess so I'm just gonna leave it alone
"Umm yea I guess" I said with a smile but honestly I was tired I wanted to go home but since I loved austin like he was my brother and had a crush on him I was going to go.
"Why do you seen so sad babe?" He asked while nudging me
I shrugged "I just went through a breakup remember?" I said leaning my head on his shoulder he hugged me.
"We'll it not like he was a good guy he is just a jerk and it shouldn't matter......." He went on and on and his blabbering was making me mad he dosent know he took my virginity.
"AUSTIN WE HAD SEX" I yelled at him he stopped and looked at me in shock
"Y-you what?" He asked in shock and his face turned pale like he had just seen a ghost.
I took a deep breath "look we had sex ok so it was a big deal I'm sorry for yelling I just-"he cut me off "I can't believe you did that" he said
"Austin I'm sorry you don't understand and you never will"
"No look I love you a lot and for the past 3 years I've watched you with a jerk and sufferd and then I find out he took you're virginity and honestly I wanted to be with you I want to be with you because I love you so much and you are what I live for but look what happend" he said while letting go of me
"Austin please listen to me I-" he cut me off
"Just save it and don't talk to me anymore" he said
I began crying he can't do this to me I thought we were best friends he is my best friend I mean me and him are closer then Alex and him and that's as close as it gets. I walked to my house next door to his and walked up stairs in tears. And when I got to my room I slammed the door and slid down the door. I cried and cried again and then I grabbed my razors that I cut myself frequently with and began making deep cuts in my arm not the little scraps that draw a little bed no I made deep fucking cuts as deep as they could get. I cried as hard as I ever have.
I just want austin back and little dose he know I love him to. God he was always suppose to be with me I mean he has been through me with everything. Litter lack everything I was there when he hit puberty and his hormones got bad and he tried to fuck every girl he saw I was with him through tough times and he was there for me when my dad died in the Iraq in the marines 2 years ago He was with me through everything and now he is gone I can't belive he left me.
I cried and cried until I fell asleep.