"That's Diana?" Niall asked smiling. I rolled my eyes.
"Yes, but she's MY Diana. I'm still pissed management wouldn't let me see her. Who the fuck do they think they are." I snapped
"Um, Management I'm guessing." He answered.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever. You and the boys are still staying the night right?" I asked. Niall nodded.
"I think." He replied.
I grabbed a box and sighed. I think this was the last box? I never realised how much crap I have until I had to start carrying it all. I can't believe my luck with Diana. She forgave me much quicker than I thought she would. Normally she would yell at me and tell me how big of a jerk I'm and go on and on about what happened over the past 4 years and tell me she's not mad she's just disappointed. But this time she didn't. What happened to her these past 4 years. I hope nobody hurt her. I'll beat them. I wish I was there for her. I've changed a lot. But so has she.
I wonder if I ever crossed his mind. I remember crying ever night praying hoping he would call me and tell me he missed me. I was his best friend. I was in love with him. How could he just not bother to try and contact me. Didn't he try to even fight for me? I'm regretting forgiving him. He needs to know that's not okay to do that.
I walked through my house to the backyard with Casey. Hella and Kay-flee should be here soon. Odd names I know. Normally my best friend Abby would be here but she's sick and Kylan's trying to get her to forgive him for lying to her. They have problems I swear I never met a couple who fought so much.
I walked into the backyard and smiled. I loved my backyard it had a pool and a deck and a little greenhouse and two big trees. I used to climb the smaller one when I was stressed out. You could see the whole neighbourhood from it. Casey and me walked over to the fence where there was a table. My parents were gone on some lame business trip and wouldn't be back until a couple weeks. I sat down in a chair by the table and sighed.
"I shouldn't have forgiven him that easy." I said quietly. Casey sighed and nodded.
"You didn't even put up a fight Diana. Don't you remember all the hurt? He's just a big idiot. I might be a Directioner but he can't do that to you!" She said. I nodded. "I know but when I saw him all the anger and hurt just disappeared. I forgot all the things he did. I couldn't stay away." I sighed, she nodded and looked at me.
"I know. It's hard." She answered. I nodded. It was hard. I just didn't know what to do. After seeing him and having his arms around me again I just felt like everything was okay. Even though I know it's not.
I heard the back door open and saw Kay-flee and Hella walk in. They smiled and walked over.
I heard her say all that. Me and Niall went to go in my backyard and I heard her talking and decided to snoop. I really hurt her? She really cried over me? I'm such a fucking idiot..