Hi my name is Thomas.
Since this is a Diary I ai'nt going to try to be fancy
I guess this is a type of story I will update basing on my events.
Right now as I am typing I feel regret full , for the first time
over not having a Girlfriend all of my Teen years into which i am
almost about to be 20 .... next month.
Today I had to take my hands and pray to the lord
and ask him for help to find the right girl for me.
then after praying I started looking at the
crowd of people
that surrounded me.
I kept saying " it's not her"
"it's not her" "it's not her too" over the girls
I saw at the crowd.
and then I started thinking
"What if it was her" I asked
and then I said
"No I have to feel something first"
.. I was really tired it was cold and dark
it was like 6 pm .
I don't have a watch
I walked towards this bus stand.
and I was just looking around and
I just saw this cute girl walking
on the other side.
Cute,Cute,Cutie but not like
I would smooch her with kisses kind
of cutie .. No Noo wait it didn't sound
She was All righty she had like
dimples and a blue Circled Hat.
a bag with some lines
I felt like it's her.. then i asked for
when I saw her
I was thinking.
"Wouldn't it be cool to just hang out
with that girl and just listen to songs
with her and just be cool together
and kiss her"
I felt like wow that be would be actually Cool.
Now mind me this girl was on the other side of the road
I was on the opposite side on a Bus station.
I was feeling so insecure I actually didn't even want to
and then I said
"Damn it I am going to cross
to the other side and meet her"
and so I pulled my up my bag
and started walking ...
mind you I have a school bag on and a
Wasabi plastic light bag on my right hand.
wearing just a black shirt with cool general
shoulder pads covered with a black leather
jacket.. which I didn't quite close it fully
mind you I am quite an average looking though
I do have my charms.
;) hey there mwaa ! mwaa !
for the girls out there reading this.
Okay okay let's get serious
So what happened.
I crossed the demn road and
started walking towards her ..
but then I started thinking
"Wait isn't this stalking"
I asked my self
but then I ignored my self
and continued walking
the more I got closer the
more I got scared and so
I started talking to my self .
"Just be cool Just be cool"
I told my self.
as I kept walking and there she was
she was sitting on this Bus stop.
all alone and I still couldn't do anything
i thought it wouldn't be cool.
so i kept walking
and I saw my friend Mike
whom was with this very Pretty Babe Blondie
Girl ..I was like WooW ! on the inside
but I pretended to be cool on the outside .
I was like "Hey nice to meet you and stuff".
as they left
it did hurt me a bit ..
as I want that to ..so I stared back at the
bus stop she was .
and I still saw her from a far and then
I saw a bus heading over there .
and I was like
"Oh noseee "
I said .
As I continued walking while
I complained to my self while speaking.
" She could have been the one you dummy"
"What if she is kind and nice and really cool huh"
I argued and argued ..but what I didn't know was
I was actually arguing out loud a bit .
and I turned around she was right behind me ...
and I was like Woo! Woo! wait she didn't take the buss.
I asked my self.
and then I realized
" Ohhh ! She was taking a break from walking"
and yeah she was actually .
and as I turned back . "I swear I saw her
waving at me in a way" but I wasn't sure
so I kind off pretended I was cool.
and she had just passed besides me while
smoking a cigar.
I couldn't move it's not that
i am shy
well i actualy am.
it's just i don't know
may be this is not my thing.