I laid in bed, feeling violated and dirty. Anthony had left an hour ago but I didn't move. I was still in shock and couldn't do anything about it. I feel like I let him do this to me. I didn't fight long enough. What will Liam say? Is he gonna be mad at me? Should I tell him or not? Everything was jumbled up in my head. I finally snapped myself out of it and limped into the bathroom to take a bath. Baths always calm me down and make me forget everything that's going on. I turned on the hot water and waited for the bathtub to fill up. Thankfully, I don't need to worry about getting pregnant since Anthony was nice enough to use protection. I took my boot off carefully, being sure not to hurt my leg. Anthony was so stupid... he didn't even realize he could of taken my boot off to make things easier. The whole time, he was trying to dodge my leg but it was always in the way... I tried pushing what happened just an hour ago out of my mind, crying while doing so. I turned off the water and stepped into the soothing water. Burning my skin, I cringed but eventually eased my whole body into the water. I was scared. What if he's gonna do this to me again? I should call the police... should I? My cell phone rang from the bedroom. I didn't bother getting out of the tub. I just sat their, silently crying. I wasn't making a sound, the tears were just dripping from my chin, falling into the water.
This is the 10th time I've called Jamie and everyone resulted in a no answer. I left messages for each one but she never called me back. What was she doing? I called her once again but another no answer. Did she fall and go to the hospital again? I decided to call Alli and see if she can figure out what's happening.
"Hello?" I heard her voice after I pressed TALK.
"Alli? What's wrong with Jamie?" I quickly said.
"What do you mean?"
"Is she okay?"
"Last time I heard from her she was fine? Why?"
"She wont answer my calls,"
"Liam, calm down. I'll call her then I'll call you back okay?"
"Okay... please hurry,"
"Don't stress. Her phone's probably just on silent or something," and with that, she hung up.
I called Jamie, knowing she would be okay. What could happen in the 2 hours we didn't talk to eachother? I waited for her to answer but I got the answering machine. I called again but the same thing happened. I left a voicemail.
"Jamie, answer me. Are you okay? What's going on?"
I hung up then decided I'll drive to her apartment. It's the weekend anyways so I could stay over. I grabbed a small duffle bag and stuffed 2 pairs of clothes in there along with my phone charger. As I was heading to the car, I called Liam back.
"Alli? Is Jamie okay?" he asked quickly.
"Actually, she didn't answer me either. I'm heading over to her apartment to see what's wrong," I said, putting my bag in the passenger seat and closing the car door.
"Okay. Call me when you get there,"
"Okay, bye," I hung up then started to Jamie's.