I stood at the door to my room, breathing hard and hands on my knees, hunching my back. I was so out of breath from running up those stairs. My face was wet with tears and I was still crying from what had happened. I didn't have the courage to open the door like this. Liam would ask me what's wrong, then I'll break down even more. He'll keep asking and asking until I give up and tell him. Even though it wasn't my intention to kiss Logan, it'll still hurt Liam. I have no idea what he's gonna do about it but, I'm thinking it's not going to be pretty. Maybe I should tell Alli first. But Liam's my boyfriend, he should be the first to know. I tell way too many things to Alli first and I feel like Liam never gets to know things first. I slid down on the wall of the hallway, wrapping my arms around my legs. I tried to stop crying, I really did, but I just....couldn't. I heard a door open beside me.
"Jamie? Is that you?" Liam's voice asked. I didn't look up and my face was faced down. "What's wrong, love?" Liam realized it was me and instantly was by my side, hugging me tightly. I didn't say anything. I still didn't know how to bring the news to Liam. "What happened?" I was dead silent. Then, I just started to cry again. I didn't know what else to do. All I could think of is cry. My best friend kissed me. He knows I love Liam with all my heart. He supports us, but I guess he doesn't now. "Love, shh," Liam cooed, trying to calm me down. I didn't listen. Nothing could stop the tears. Liam got up from beside me and I finally looked up, wondering why he's not by my side anymore. Liam walked off into an elevator. I was confused why he left. Where is he going? My eyes got wide when I realized what he was going to do. I quickly got up, wiped some of the tears off my face, and ran towards the elevator. I pressed the button but the elevator was already on the 3rd floor, quickly descending to the lobby. I kept pressing the button but it was no use, I won't be able to get down there quick enough to get to Liam in time. I ran towards the stairs and ran down to the lobby.
I got into the elevator and went down to the lobby. I didn't know what happened with Jamie but I know Logan has something to do with it. The elevator dinged, signaling that it has reached the lobby. When the doors opened, I saw a sad Logan sitting on a chair near the door. I walked over there, anger on my face. "What did you do to Jamie," I demanded to know. He looked up at me with a sad expression and then looked back down at his lap.
"I hurt her," he mumbled.
"How did you hurt her? Did you hit her?!" I yelled. It was late and nobody was in the lobby except for the receptionist at the desk. She was occupied, playing games on her phone.
"No! I would never hurt her like that!" Logan defended himself.
"Then how did you hurt her?!" I shot the question at him again.
"I kissed her...." Logan whispered under his breath. I barely heard what he had said but I definitely heard it.
"I'm sorry! I swear I didn't mean to! She was here and I just missed her!" Logan was standing now.
"That gives you no reason to kiss my girlfriend!" I got closer and closer to him.
"I'm really sorry. It was never supposed to be like this! I support the both of you entirely!" He tried defending himself. I didn't by it.
"I should of never invited you. I knew their was something up with you!" I yelled. I saw the receptionist walk into the break room leaving just Logan and I in the lobby.
"Why did you invite me anyways! Since you never trusted me with Jamie, why did you leave me alone with her?!" Logan shot back.
"I wanted Jamie to be happy! You're her best friend! You're not supposed to hurt her like that!"
"I've been there for her through thick and thin. I should be her boyfriend! Not you!" He said, anger in his eyes. This just got me madder. I raised my fist and was just about to swing at his face.
"STOP!" Jamie's voice filled the lobby. She held my arm back. "DON'T YOU DARE THINK OF HITTING HIM!" she yelled at me. I turned around to face her. Tears were still streaming from her face. I wrapped her into a hug. She didn't hug me back but didn't reject the hug.
"Jamie, I'm-" Logan started but Jamie cut him off.
"I don't want to hear it," Jamie sighed.
"But I'm truly sorry," Logan was begging for apology.
"You know I'm with Liam and I will always be with him. Why would you do that to me?" Jamie was standing in front of me now. Logan sighed before talking.
"I've always loved you. Ever since we met as little kids. You were always the center of my life. Since you got with Liam, I started going out with Alex but, the love I had for her could never be the same as my love for you," he explained.
"I was waiting for you to do something in high school...." Jamie mumbled. I looked at her wide eyed. She likes Logan.
"You mean you were waiting for me to ask you out? Why didn't you just say something?!" Logan asked, putting his hands on Jamie's shoulders.
"I never knew you liked me. I didn't want to ruin our friendship..." Jamie looked down at the floor.
"It was the same with me..." Logan admitted.
"But, it's too late," Jamie backed away, leaving Logan's hands swinging to his sides. "I can't be with you."
"But-" Logan started.
"I don't have feeling like that for you anymore. I have Liam and he'll be mine forever," Jamie wrapped her arms around my and I returned the gesture.
"Jamie, I love you," Logan's eyes started glassing up.
"We'll never be together, you're just gonna have to live with that," Jamie held me tighter.
"Just remember that I'm always here for you and I'll always love you," Logan whispered.
"I will. You'll always be my best friend," Jamie let go of me and gave Logan a hug. The hug was quite long in my opinion but I let them be. Jamie finally pulled away and came back to my side. Logan made an attempt to give a small smile and waved goodbye, getting into the SUV.
"Forever together, huh?" I looked down at Jamie.
"What? Is that a problem?" Jamie teased.
"Nope, not a problem at all," I smiled and kissed Jamie. Nothing will separate us.