Today was the day me and Niall were gonna tell the lads about us, i was so scared.
What if they dont accept us? what if they hate me?
voices in my head kept making me panic more.
A part of me wanted to go home and another part needed to tell the others, for niall, for me, for us.
We have something special, even though we met each other a couple of days ago, its real, i know it is.
Whenever i look at him i get butterflies in my stomache, my heart beats faster and faster.
Whenever he kisses me i feel like were the only two people in the universe.
Whenever he holds me i feel safe, trully safe.
When im with him - its- daaaah. i cant describe it. All my insecurities and worries dissapear.
I was in his car, driving to the lads house, to tell them.
As the car pulled up into the driveway, i got more and more nervous. Niall must have noticed this as he slid closer to me and out his arms around my waist. "its going to be fine, i promise" I let out a small and nervous giggle and whisperd "thankyou"
He gave me a cute confused face "what for?'
I smiled "that you dare to love me" He gave me a small peck on the lips, grabbed my hands and we went inside.
Niall opened the door and let me in first, like the gentleman he is "ladies first"
I giggled and went inside.
Niall sat me down in the dining room while he went to get the kads.
A couple of minoutes later they all returned and took a seet around the table.
There was an awkward silence until Louis broke it "so you wanted to talk to us, whats going on? did something bad happenen?"
Niall held my hand under the table, i couldnt help but blush.
Niall noticed how scared i was so he spoke "well its nothing bad, but, before i tell you promise not to freak out?" They went around saying yea and yes in a row.
"Me and Crissy and together. I know they age gap but i truly love her. i think i found my princess"
Harry, Zayn and Liam were speechless.
Louis looked at me "Do you love him?"
I took a deep breath " words cannot express how much i love him,i would take a bullet for him in a heart beat"
Liam interrupted "But the age gap?" I looked at niall withy fear in my eyes, he put his arms around me and answerd Liam "I would never hurt her. I just love her so much, i cant express it. I want to be with herm and nothing will stop me. If sex is what your worried about, ill wait for as long as it takes for her to be ready all i care about is her. I really hope you can accept us, and not treat me and crissy, esspecally crissy, differently to what you did before"
Liam, Louis and Harry were smiling. It looked like Zayn needed more convincing.
I finally spoke up " Zayn i-is something w-wrong?" You could hear the fear in my voice.
"Im just worried, i know you love eachother, i can see it in your eyes, and im happy for you both Crissy, im just worried, what if Niall hurts you, i mean i never seen someone look at another person with so much love before. What aboutt he fans, you a really special girl to Niall, it would kill him to see you hurt, plus your like a sister to me."
I got out of my seat and walked ouver and hugged Zayn.
"Thankyou zayn. You guys too. I was so scared to tell you, but to be honest, im just so in love with Niall i can take the fans, for him, its worth it." I went back to Niall and kissed him. Everything was perfect.My boyfriend. His friends accepted us.Next the fans. But were gonna wait with that for a while.
I was wearing my PJ shorts and Nialls Tshit - which was way too big for me. He was wearing gray sweats.
We were cuddled up on the sofa watching a horror film. I was really scared so Niall wrapped me arms around me to make me feel safe.
Zayn, Louis, Liam and Harry were on beanbags.
Everything was going well until i got a certain text message.
'You fucking whore!
How dare you steal Niall from me?
Go do everyone a favour and die!'
I reallly didnt want to put up with bullshit, ot worry Niall so i just turned my phone off, hoping to forget everything and carryed on watching the movie.