I followed the rose petals until i reached the garden.
I walked upto the swing, which had a tearry Niall on it.
I hate to see him cry, it rips my heart apart.
I stand there for one more minute, i do love Niall, but this is all too much for me.
First the hate from Danielle and his fans, the he cheated on me, then he called me all these nasty names, because i got raped, although he didnt know, and he slapped me.
I dont know if i can take it anymore.
"Hello Niall" I gather my courage to talk to him, he lifts up his head, and gives me a smile, a fake one. He then quickly gets up, walks over to me and takes my hand. "Im really sorry princess, i didnt know what happened, i jumped to conclusions, i will never forgive myself, i dont expect you to either but please try, i love you and i dont know what i would do without you."
"Niall -" He cut me off. This is even harder that i expected
"I know what your going to say, please Crissy dont leave me" He started crying.
"I cant do this anymore Niall, im sorry. I love you, dont get me worng, i love you so much it hurts, when im without you it feels like a part of me is missing. When we kiss it feels so right, Im so lucky to have found you. But Niall, i need some time, some space"
"Im really sorry, i shouldnt have jumped to conclusions, i will never lay my hand on you again."
I siged, why is this so hard. I look deep into his eyes, looking for any happyness, all there is, is depression and sandess and ive caused this.
"You really scared me Niall" I whisper. "Im sorry"
I ran away, to my house, listening to nialls crys, and screams.
Am i making a mistake ?
I just need some time, some time for my self.
I ran and ran until i reached my house.
I walked inside, and layed on the bed.
I cryed until i fell asleep.