Unsaid Feelings

Spencer DeSuza strives to get over her ex Dylan by avoiding the thoughts of him and going out, In the process of one of her outings, she comes across a certain Justin Bieber, With mutual feelings of heartbreak Spencer and Justin have the perfect bond, later turning into best friends. Justin gets Spencer through plenty including her ex boyfriend drama and later feelings of depression but when the charming Justin gets to her she can't help but be drowned with complicated feelings exploding in every direction. Will Spencer control these outraging feelings or will her emotions be better left unsaid?


32. White Lies and Bleeding Hearts

  It was time for Emma to meet me at Starbucks so we could go to the mall together. Justin was currently sleeping and I didn't want to wake him but he'd know where I was. I put on a pink shirt with a sleevless denim jacket with a high waisted flowery skirt, as I was turning the door handle Justin's hand grabbed my arm.

"Holy shit Justin, what are you doing?"

"Where are you going" - he asked abruptly.

"I'm going to the mall with Emma which I told you yesterday. What is wrong with you?"

My words caught him and his lips quivered.

"Sorry.."-he said and walked back to the bedroom without saying good bye.

I didn't even care at this moment so I just walked out to my car. I don't know what was wrong with him, it was actually making me really nervous. I decided to push it aside so I could just enjoy my time with a girlfriend for once.


"Hey Spencer!" -A voice shouted behind me.

I turned around to see Emma's blonde hair and blue eyes. She was about my height but a couple inches shorter.

"Hey, do you wanna go shop for some stuff?" -I asked before she rejected.

"Let's just drink our Starbucks here and get to know each other first."

It sounded like a reasonable plan is I honestly knew nothing about her. After getting our drinks and sitting down, she started.

"Okay, obviously I'm Emma, I like the colour pink, I am currently in a relationship with this guy named Shawn. I like the neighborhood and I dance."

I stated about the same stuff as her to follow;

"Okay I'm Spencer DeSuza, I like blue, I am in a relationship with a guy named Justin, I have open music tastes but I'd have to say my favorite music is the stuff  my boyfriend sings, cheesy i know. I'm more of a reader than an active person"

My answer made her smile. She started talking again,

"What's his last name? Does he do covers because my boyfriend also sings, he puts covers on YouTube but he's not that popular yet."

"His name is Justin Bieber but no he doesn't. He did get a recording offer from a manager but turned it down. Would you mind if I looked at Shawn's covers?" -I asked because some girls are really damn annoying that they think they're the only people that can like pictures and watch videos, I don't know.

"Yeah uh look up Shawn Mendes and you'll find him. What's Justin look like?" -She asked with a sweet smile.

I swear I've heard that name before, maybe Justin has mentioned him. I pulled out my phone to show her a picture I took of Justin when he was laughing. Her eyes widened at the sight.

"Ouf he's a keeper... Dang." -She laughed trying not to blush.

Normally this type of thing would piss girlfriends off but it didn't bother me because she didn't know him and he was already mine.

We proceeded to the mall and I'd have to say it was a lot of fun. It was good to have a girlfriend for once because it's kinda hard to talk to guys about guys. I was really nervous to go home because I didn't know what state I'd find Justin in.


I fiddled with the keys in my fingertips to unlock the door. I opened it to the burnt skunk smell. Of course. I walked straight to my room to face Justin's back hunched over a bong.

"Uhm.. What the hell?" -I startled him and he immediately turned around so I was met with his red eyes.


"Save it Justin." -I walked straight out the door as I heard footsteps running behind me.

"Spencer, it's not as bad as it looks. It's just something to calm things down. You said you weren't against it."

"I'm against it when you use it to deal with your problems that you don't even mention to me." -I shot back, the words seemed to hit him because he slacked off.

"Sorry," -he began again before turning around.

"No, don't you dare say that and walk away again, you can't just say sorry and act like it didn't happen."

He turned right around to look me in the eyes,

"No.. But I can't act like we will last as a couple because we won't."

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