"Justin!! Stop" -I screamed facing the back of his body as he overlooked the city.
"Please.. I know what happened hurt you, but you can't just give up your life for a dumb reason!" That seemed to catch his attention and he turned around. His eyes burned into me and he stepped to be less than 15 cm from my face.
"A dumb reason? Spencer, I gave up everything to come here..for you. I hate you."
He didn't take his eyes off me. They were a burning red probably a mix of tears and just being high&drunk.
"Justin.. I know you don't mean that. You're high and drunk right now. C'mon I'll take you back to-" "No, just because I'm not sober doesn't mean I can't feel emotion. You cheated on me Spencer, and the worst part is he didn't even truly love you. And I loved you the whole damn time. I gave you great dates, shared my feelings. I mean by your diary I thought you loved me too but obviously you don't if you'd do this to me."
His eyes started to well up and he biting the inside of his cheek to keep from bursting out in tears. "Justin, I do love you. More than anything in the world. You are everything to me. Let me explain before you make any drastic decisions."
He looked at the ground but gave me a nod to proceed.
"Kyle and I were dating before you showed up. I thought you were with the other girl and I needed anything to forget you and-" He interrupted me,
"Did you love him?"
I didn't even have to think.
"No Justin. When you showed up, I wanted to just run up and kiss you but I couldn't. I wanted to tell Kyle but he kept making dates and he bought me this bracelet. There was just never a good time. I didn't want to hurt him."
He cleared his throat. -"And now I'm the one hurt."
I tried to think of what I could say but nothing was adding up.
"You don't get it Justin. He was a distraction from you! YOU! He was a replacement for you. Meaning, I loved you and needed anything to get my mind away from you. When I kissed him it wasn't right. With you, time stops and I get these butterflies. Life is the best it could be. When I kissed him, there was nothing. All I could think of was your spark and how much I needed it. I want you in my bed. Your brown eyes on mine, your hair in my fingers, my arms around your neck with your bite marks on mine. I want you. Unconditionally. I know I messed up but it was because you weren't here. You made me think you were with someone else and it killed me. What was I supposed to do? If you jump off this ledge don't even hesitate to know I will be following. I just wish time could stop so I could think."
He bit his bottom lip and ran his fingers through his hair.
"You said when you kissed me..time stopped. So here."
He ran his fingers through my hair to my neck and pushed his lips hard onto mine. It didn't take long for our tongues to meet and before I knew it, his lips were tracing my neck. "I...don't...want..anybody...to have you...because..you're all mine."
Between the spaces in his sentence he placed kisses on my neck.
"All yours," -I replied.
His lips made me weak. The way he planted soft kisses than proceeded to suck hard and bite, then moving to the next area.
"Justin..I want you to come home with me. I want you..bad." -He clenched his jaw.
As soon as Justin and I got in he slammed the door. Picking me up by the back of the thighs I wrapped my legs around his waist. He walked me over to the bed and placed me down. He pulled his shirt over his head throwing it on the floor. I unbuttoned my denim shirt and threw it onto the floor beside his. He crawled on top of me and started sliding my leggings off. He licked his lips when he saw my lace thong. He started to undo his pants and I couldn't help but stare. I noticed he had gotten way more muscular, his hair was messy but it turned me on. All left on him was black briefs. He started to kiss me roughly again. Then he started trailing soft kisses down my body. Down my stomach to the hem of my underwear. He slid it off and breathed onto my clit. I moaned from the feel. He started to massage me and I rolled my head back with pleasure. He then put his face against me. His tongue started flicking and sucking. This was his first time eating me out and I swear to god it felt amazing.
"Oh my god..Justin!" -I screamed out.
He proceeded sliding 2 fingers into me. He was driving me crazy.
He started moving faster and I was coming close. After about 5 seconds I released myself all around his fingers. He brought them to his mouth licking them clean. He then slid his boxers off. He positioned himself at a good angle and entered inside me.
"Fuck!" -escaped his lips and his eyes closed. I loved to see him in pleasure.
"Oh my god! Justin, you're so good." -I got out.
He started moving faster and I could tell he was coming close by his moans.
"Spencer, I'm getting close. After about 5 more thrusts he collapsed on top of me. I pushed him over beside me. I pulled my comforter over us and stroked my fingers through his hair as he was still taking deep breaths.
"Make up sex is by far the best." -He let out with a grin.
I gently kissed his lips and he smiled.
"I do love you Spencer, just please, don't end up with anyone else. It would kill me. And I know we both have made mistakes so I want to just forget. I love you."
He then lied down and closed his eyes. I continued playing with his hair.
"I love you too," -I whispered back.
Justin was finally mine again. It felt better than anything.