It's been over 5 months. As I sit in my dorm room alone I hear him on the radio and have to turn it up.
"And now that I've made it, I won't look back no, sacrificed what meant the most to me, the most to me, yes I did."
Yes, he made it. He made it huge. And as I sit in my dorm room alone I can't help but cry. Anyone else would be happy for him. But not me. He is now living his fear, of being hated by the world. And I did it to him. He can't catch a break. Paps following his every move, tabloids and websites using anything as a story to break him. His songs changed. The ones he used to sing to me were so sweet and happy and now they're filled with emotion and you can hear the sadness in every word he speaks.
I recently found out about his depression when he was arrested and they released all the details. Pigs. And yes it's correct that he took Selena back. She's only around when she needs promo and I hate he's blind to it. Justin has a hard time trusting anyone these days. So that's why he puts so much faith in the people he's known from the start. He can't even see that half of them are using him too.
He listened to me though. He used his voice. And look at him now. Richest 20 year old in the world. He would've never done it if I didn't tell him to, I guess he put enough trust into me that he'd think it was the right decision.
He was now doing an interview on the radio and I had to listen. So I turned it up to hear well.
"Interviewer: So Justin, it really is crazy to think how big you made it in such a small amount of time. How do you think it happened so fast.
Justin: The tabloids need someone to write about don't they?
Interviewer: Well yes, but surely you think you have some part to the fame.
Justin: Yeah, I was a teenager, I could sing. So what? No one cares about the talent. They care about making a story, isn't that why I'm here?
Interviewer: Alright, let's just move on. In your song, We Were Born For This, you say that you gave up what meant most to you. What exactly was that?"
Justin paused. It took a couple seconds before he could form an answer.
"Well you see, I had to give up this very important person because without her I wouldn't be here. I wanted to keep my music for myself and if I were to still be with her, I wouldn't be here today.
Interviewer: Do you regret giving her up for fame?
Justin: Yes. I would. Any day"
And with that I picked up my phone. And dialed the number I've thought about calling so many times, but this time I actually did it.
Note From The Author
I am so sorry if it's not the ending you wanted, but I kind of wanted to do something you wouldn't expect, I didn't know where else to go with the story. If you guys have any other ideas for stories you'd like to read please comment because I'd like to start a new one, I'm just not sure the topic. There's a 99% chance I'll use your idea and credit you for it. So thank you for reading my story, it means a lot. Please comment babes