Unsaid Feelings

Spencer DeSuza strives to get over her ex Dylan by avoiding the thoughts of him and going out, In the process of one of her outings, she comes across a certain Justin Bieber, With mutual feelings of heartbreak Spencer and Justin have the perfect bond, later turning into best friends. Justin gets Spencer through plenty including her ex boyfriend drama and later feelings of depression but when the charming Justin gets to her she can't help but be drowned with complicated feelings exploding in every direction. Will Spencer control these outraging feelings or will her emotions be better left unsaid?


36. Disappointed

   Justin noticed my sudden change of expression.

"Babe..what's wrong?"

"It's my mom.."

His eyes widened. But he gave me the look that I should answer it. So I did, I took out my phone, took a breathe and answered.



"Yes, What do you want?"

"Let me explain, please."

I didn't say anything signaling her to continue.

"Okay, I know things look so bad on my part." -I chuckled.

"But there's more than just 'replacing you'. You see, you left my house because you were depressed and couldn't go on in this world..living with me. A mother is supposed to protect her children and make sure they're okay. I didn't do that. I failed my job as your mom and it killed me. I thought that if I was able to take a life and better it, than I would lose some guilt for failing as your mother. I know it was wrong to the both of you to pick someone who looks like you and give her the same room. She deserved a mother who actually wanted her, not someone who resembles her own. Look Spencer, I don't want it to be my fault that this happened to you but it feels that way. The other girl, she moved out as she is headed to college as well. I'm sorry I've failed you."

She was crying now, not lightly either. I wasn't in a mood to argue either. I only had a couple weeks until university and I wanted to spend most of the time with Justin.

"Okay mom, I understand, I'll call you later."

And that was the end of the conversation.

Justin waited for me to say something but since I didn't he changed the topic, I loved how he didn't force me to talk about stuff.

"So uhm I never asked, how was the mall with Emma?" -he said chewing on a fry.

"Oh it was cool, she's great. But that reminds me. Do you know a ...Shawn Mendes?"

His eyes lit up like a Christmas Tree.

"Oh my gosh, yeah. He's so talented, I want to collab with him so bad. How do you know him?"

"Well, he's Emma's boyfriend." -Justin choked.

"Oh my gosh! We have to double date or something!"

It was kind of funny he was suggesting it because what kind of guy likes that stuff.

"Are you..Justin Bieber fangirling?" -I laughed.

"No, I'm just showing my appreciation for other musicians." -He said with a cheesy grin.

I quickly took out my phone to text Emma and see if she was up for it. I'm sure she would be, she was kind of an open person.

"So shall we order?" -Justin smiled while biting his lip.


We were currently walking up the stairs to my appartment and I saw a white envelope in the small mailbox. I ran up to it ripping open the paper without a thought. I scanned the first words.

Spencer DeSuza, we are pleased to inform you that you have been accepted...

I screamed. I actually screamed.

"What?!" Justin said running up the stairs behind me.

"I...I got in."

My words seemed to dissapoint him.

"Wait...you are happy for me aren't you?" -I asked confused.


"Look, we've been together for like 4 days straight, why don't you go back to your hotel and we'll meet up later." -I said before shutting the door behind me.

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