This is fucking terrible. Why does Rian feel the need to constantly bring me to these stupid high school house parties? I never have any fun. I just stand around and get beer poured on me from teenagers that don't seem to give a shit about anyone else but themselves.
“Come on, Jack. Loosen up. You’ll have fun.” A very drunk Rian said as he leaned against the wall next to me.
“No. This isn't fun. Parties aren’t my thing and you know it." I argued with him. "I only come to make sure that you don't do something really stupid.”
“How do you know unless you try?” he almost had a point. “Drink something. Let loose. Dance. Meet a girl. I have someone coming to pick us up if you wanna get drunk too.”
“Rian my parents would beat the shit out of me if I came home drunk, you know how they are. They aren't always the most friendly when it comes to breaking the law. They don't even know that I'm at this stupid party anyway. If they find out, I’m never allowed to leave the house again.”
“Then stay at my house.” Rian kept pestering me. “Come on, Jack. I don't like you in the corner all by yourself. You look really lonely.” He tried to plead with me.
“Rian, no. That's that.” I finally said.
“Fine. Whatever. I'm gonna go find that Cassadee girl. She's cute.” I mumbled a ‘whatever’ back to him and he walked off. Great.
I walked over to the drink area and pulled a water bottle from the mini cooler under the table. I took a drink and walked back over to my place by the stairs against the wall. I just want this to be over so I could get Rian home in one piece.
Around 11pm I was bumped into by the ever so popular Alex Gaskarth. This guy really got on my nerves, and yet I was at his damn house for this party. He was annoying, but I couldn't help but stare, because, well, he was attractive as fuck. The sad part about it is that he knew it too and he loved to use it to his advantage.
“Watch it, loser.” Alex said to be rude and backed up.
“Hate to burst your little bubble, but you ran into me.” I wasn't about to put up with anyone's shit tonight. Not even Mr. Popular.
“Well there, sassy.” He replied seductively and leaned on the wall next to me where Rian had been a little bit ago. “You’re kinda cute. Why are you over here all alone?”
“I’m over here because I hate parties…and I thought you were straight?” Yep. He was definitely drunk. If he wasn't, he would have just walked away a long time ago.
"I am, but that doesn't mean I can’t have a little fun every once in a while.” He said and got closer to my ear. “You look like fun.” My breathing hitched in my throat and my breath got a little shaky and my heart sped up. Then he started laughing. "I'm kidding, Jack-o. You need to lighten up.” I didn't even know he knew my name. “Here, drink.” He held his cup up to my face.
"I don't want to.” I said and pushed his hand away from me back at him.
“Aw, come one. Just a drink. It’s really good. Plus, you look like a light weight.” I rolled my eyes and took the drink from him. I drank some letting the liquid burn burn as it slid down my throat. It wasn't my first taste of alcohol, but I’ve never tasted something this strong. My face scrunched up a little giving the cup back to Alex who was smirking at me. “Strong, huh? It’s my own recipe.” I shook my head trying to get rid of the taste in my mouth. “Stay here.” He said before he bounced off to the drink table and coming back only a few minutes later. “Here, try this. It’s lighter.”
I reluctantly took the cup and took a sip. It wasn't as bad as the one from before, but it still kind of burnt my throat. “How was that?” he asked.
“Not as bad.” He smiled at me and it looked like he was going to say something before one of his other obnoxious friends interrupted us.
“Yo, Alex! Get over here! We’re doing body shots off of Lisa!” He rolled his eyes and sighed.
"I gotta go deal with them before they rape my girlfriend.” He chuckled a little. I didn't think it was that funny though. He stopped then started talking again. “How about you meet me up in my room in twenty minutes…so we can…talk.” he whispered to me. I was about to say something before his quickly pecked my lips. My eyes widened in shock. “Get a few more drink in you too. Sober people are no fun.” Was the last thing he said and walked away shooing a few people off of his girlfriend.
I drank the rest of my drink and had a couple more. I remembered what Alex said. He wanted me to meet him in his room soon. Even though it was against my better judgment to go up there, I did anyways. I walked up the stair tripping a little. I wasn't overly drunk but since I was a light weight, it didn't take too much for me to get drunk. I opened a couple doors before I found which one was his. I could tell from the band posters on his wall and the clothes laying all over his floor. It was a room that definitely belonged to a teenage boy, and Alex was their only child. That I knew of anyway. I walked in and he wasn't there yet. I went and sat on his bed, finishing my drink. After a few minutes, I decided to leave, thinking this was just some sick joke, until the door opened revealing a drunk Alex.
“Hey,” he said and walked over to me. He put his hands on my hips and swayed us a little. “You came up here. I didn't think you would.” I just shrugged. He smiled and bent down, kissing my lips. I tried backing away, but his grip got tighter on my hips. It wasn't so much of the kissing I had a problem with, it was the fact that he was straight and had a girlfriend. He didn’t seem to care at all though, with the strong smell of alcohol on his breath.
“Alex, I don't think we should be-” He kissed me again, cutting of my sentence. He didn't say anything but deepened the kiss. Because of both of our drunk states, I didn't have the will to stop myself. I put my hand on the back of his neck and deepened the kiss, forgetting about everything and just focusing on the feeling.
Alex walked us back till my knees his the bed and we fell over onto his bed. I scooted up so we weren't off the bed and Alex got between my legs. His hands slipped under my shirt, rubbing the skin just above my pants. He moved his head so he was kissing down my jaw. He pulled my shirt over my head and he did the same before going back and sucking on my neck. His skin was so warm compared to mine. I moaned a little. I've never been with someone before. Not even in a heavy make out session. His lips hovered over my chest going farther down my body. He got to the hem of my jeans and started to undo the buttons. I was extremely turned on but how could anyone blame me.
He undid my jeans and started to pull them down before I stopped him. “Alex, I’ve never…” I stopped feeling embarrassed about being a virgin. He smiled and kissed my lower stomach.
“Don't worry. I’ll make you feel really good.” He sounded almost sincere. But he was also slurring his words a bit. But I was still foggy not really noticing it so I let him continue, his breath tickling over my skin making it hot.
He pulled my pants down then pulled my boxers down freeing my dick from them. I felt really nervous being around another guy with a hard on. He took the head his mouth and sucked on it lightly. He head rolled in the pillow and let out a loud moan. I felt a chuckle around me from Alex, it made it feel that much more amazing. His slid his lips farther down me, taking my entire length into his mouth and started to bob his head. I've never gotten a blow job before, from anyone. And it felt fucking amazing. I was letting out small whimpers from my mouth and balling the sheets up in my hands. I few second later and felt a wet finger enter me and I scrunched my face. I looked at Alex. I didn't even notice he had lube with him.
He kept sucking my harder and faster distracting me from the pain as he pushed in another finger. “Relax, Jack” I nodded and tried relaxing my body, but it felt so weird. It wasn't painful, but it wasn't really great either. I was filled with a lot of pleasure and a little pain. I could feel Alex curl his fingers in different directions inside me. It was really weird but the pain was subsiding. If he was straight, how the hell did he know what to do? That thought left me when I felt a sharp burst of pleasure shoot through my body and let out a loud moan. Whatever just did, he did it again. My back arched from the intense feeling.
I felt him pull his finger out and he stopped sucking me. I whimpered at the loss of his mouth. “You’re vocal in bed. I like it.” Alex smiled and kissed my mouth. I didn't even care where his mouth has just been for the past ten minutes. He took off his pants and covered his dick with a reasonable amount of lubricant and got back between my leg. “This is probably going to hurt a bit.” he said and I felt his tip push it. It hurt. Pretty bad too. I gripped the sheets so hard my knuckles started to turn white. He was slowly going farther into me until I felt him stop. He let my breathing even out before he started to move himself in and out slowly. It still hurt, but with each thrust it was slowly, but surely, going away. He bent done so out chests were almost touching. He started kissing me against and I felt his hand wrapped around my dick and he started to flick his wrist. I slowly forgot about the pain below and started to moan and sink my teeth in the others neck.
He got faster and he was moaning above me too. I felt a boiling in the pit of my stomach that made me feel like I was on fire. I dug my nails into his back and my legs tightened around him. He was grunting and moving faster. I finally let out a loud moan and came shooting on my stomach. A minute or so later, he came too. He rode out our highs. He was panting heavily above me and hair sticking to his face from sweat. Yeah... Sex orgasms are definitely better than masturbating. He stopped moving his hips and kissed me deeply. My whole body was sensitive and felt used in a way. But it was something I had no problem with.
Alex pulled out of me and rolled on his back almost instantly falling asleep. I tried to get up but a sharp pain shot through my spin making me wince. I felt so tired and dizzy from the alcohol. I laid back down making sure to keep distance between me and Alex. I knew all this was a bad idea. But I felt so good at that moment. I didn't know what was going to happen from here, and I was a little afraid if anything at all was going to happen.