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Sweaters~ A Larry Stylinson AU.
Louis is always forgetting his sweater.
Harry is always there to warm him up.
Harry falls asleep sometimes
And Louis always lets him.
(OR. Louis and Harry are childhood best friends who fall in love with each other despite the others disorders, and despite the fact that one of them comes to term with their sexuality a little quicker then the other)
Harry is six years old and sitting on his front porch. It’s cold outside and the rain had just stopped, typical London weather. He’s sitting on the porch swing with his little hands wrapped around a juice box. His hair is much too long, curls falling all over his face. He has three layers on; the product of an over protective mother. His long sleeved shirt, his hoodie, and his sweater. All just because he absolutely had to drink his juice outside, and watch the new people next door carry boxes into their house.
"What are you looking at?"
Harry is suddenly aware of another boy, who looks a little older then him, standing at the end of his driveway. He’s wearing a short sleeved shirt and has his arms crossed over his chest, brow furrowed.
"I’m watching ya move in," Harry shrugged.
"Why are you doing that?"
"Dunno," Harry said, stepping off the swing, a wobble in his step and walking over to Louis. "My name’s Harry Edward Style. You’re my neighbor."
"I’m Louis. I’m in grade three," the boy, Louis says, less snappy then before.
"I’m just in grade one, but me mummy says I’m really very much mature for my age," Harry says.
Louis is taller then Harry, and thinner too. Harry is chubby and small, but it’s mostly just baby fat.
Louis also has brown fringe by his forehead, and bright blue eyes.
"I’m sure you’re very mature," Louis replies sarcastically.
"Well. I’m mature enough that I know that you should not be in this weather with not a coat on," Harry says, words rushed.
"I know. I moved from Doncaster to Florida. Florida is in the United States of America. In case you didn’t know. Well anyways, in Florida, the weather is warm. I don’t have a sweater right now. My mum has to go shopping," Louis explained.
Harry nodded understandingly and slid off his outermost layer, his sweater and handed it to Louis.
Louis shook his head but Harry persisted until Louis had the sweater in his arms. Louis looked at Harry dumbly and slid on the sweater. “Well thanks Harry,” Louis smiled softly.
"I don’t have a lot of friends," Harry frowned.
"Well, I’m too old to be your friend Harry," Louis said.
"Oh. Alright," Harry frowned, looking up at Louis with sad, watery green eyes. Louis quickly wrapped his arms around Harry, the way he hugged his little sisters when they cried. Harry circled his arms tightly around Louis’ waist and squeezed him.
"It’s okay Harry. Don’t cry. I’ll be your friend."
And that was where it all began.
Louis and Harry became inseparable after that. Louis became Harry’s body guard of sorts. Harry was a sensitive kid, shy and reserved, and he was bullied for it. Kids didn’t understand why Harry didn’t talk much. Harry only really talked to his mum and Louis.
Louis walked Harry to the bus and sat with him always. After school Louis had footie practice, so Harry rode home alone. Sometime the kids picked on him, and he’d go home crying.
On these days, Louis would go to Harry’s house and go up to his room, he’d wrap his arms around the smaller boy tightly and just gently coddle him until Harry felt like talking. After Harry was feeling better, he’d listen as Louis talked about his day. Harry was still a little kid, and his favorite thing to do was ask Louis pointless questions. That was okay though, because Louis loved to talk.
“How was footie?” Harry asked.
“It went well.”
“Are you any good?”
“I’d like to think so.”
“Are the kids nice to you?”
“Yeah they are.”
“Why aren’t kids nice to me?”
“Because you don’t talk to them.”
“Why are you nice to me?”
“Because you’re lovely Harry.”
“Can you teach me to play footie?”
“Yes Harry. I can.”
By the time Harry was in fifth grade, and Louis was in seventh, Harry was on the junior varsity footie team. Louis was on varsity. Harry’s team mates picked on him still, because he was different. He was quiet. He wore flowers in his hair. He had big sweaters that looked like dresses on him, and he wore them all the time without shame. Harry also wasnt very good at footie, but whenever Harry asked, Louis always answered the same.
“You’re the best on the team Harry.”
And that was that.
Because Harry believed anything Louis told him. Louis was his best mate.
One day, while they were walking to Louis house from the bus, Harry silently handed Louis his extra sweater. Louis was forgetful, and he often rushed out of the house without a proper jacket.
Harry was the opposite, even on warm days he was wearing multiple layers. His mum says its cause he’s small, and he gets cold very easily. She says he’ll grow out of it. Harry isn’t so sure. He’s been as tall as Louis for a while now, but he still gets cold all the time. Even though Harry gets cold, he always gives Louis his extra sweater. Because Harry liked the way Louis smiled gratefully.
He thought maybe if he couldn’t do much for Louis, the least he could do is help keep him warm.
“Wanna play for a bit?” Louis asked.
The two headed to Louis’ backyard and kicked the ball around for a bit. Louis always let Harry win. Harry never caught on that Louis wasn’t doing his best.
“Louis. I’m winning,” he’d smile.
“Well duh,” Louis would fake mock.
“Because Harry. You’re the best on the team.”
And that was that.
In eighth grade Louis gets diagnosed with ADHD and ADD. He had to take two pills every morning, and a pill at night that helps him relax and sleep. Harry cries for a long time, because he’s only in sixth grade and doesn’t understand.
“Are you going to die?” Harry asked.
He was in a tent on Louis’ bedroom floor. Louis had just gotten back from the kitchen, where his mum had called him to come take his night time medicine.
“Of course not. Don’t be silly.”
“Does it hurt?”
“No. It’s not physical Harry. It helps my brain. Helps me focus and relax.”
“I think you were just fine before.”
“Well obviously I wasn’t,” Louis snaps.
They don’t cuddle much anymore, because Louis’ getting too old. He’s fourteen now. Harry is twelve. The boys are in the tent in separate sleeping bags, having a usual Friday night sleepover.
“I think you’d be perfect no matter what any doctor said.”
“No body is perfect.”
“You are.” Louis doesn’t say anything. Harry has always been like that. Fond and sentimental, always open about it.
He never hides his feelings or emotions. Louis just unzips his sleeping bag and climbs into Harry’s. Harry wraps his arms around Louis tightly, because Louis really doesn’t like to snuggle much anymore, so whenever he does, Harry takes advantage.
“I’m not gonna die,” Louis assures him, going back to the original question.
“Of course.” Harry agrees.
"I’m sorry I snapped," Louis sighs, arms secure around Harry.
"It’s okay. We’re okay. And…You’re gonna be okay too."
Harry goes to Louis graduation. Louis doesn’t act like himself though. He ignores Harry in favor of his friends. He doesn’t explain to Harry the inside jokes his friends laugh at, or answer Harry’s questions.
"Are you excited for high school?"
"Louis do you want to come over?"
"Louis what are you all laughing at?" No reply.
Louis feels bad, he really does, and even though Harry will always be his best friend, there are times when Louis has to choose others before Harry. Because Harry is younger. Harry is only in sixth grade, and Louis is going into high school. Eventually Harry leaves the circle of people and goes to his mum, telling her he’s tired and wants to go home.
"You’re tired again?" Anne frowns.
Harry nods and waves at Jay.
Anne frowns and grabs Harry’s hand, saying goodbye to Louis mum, Jay, and leading her son to the car.
"We need to go to the doctor."
"Because harry, you’re a little boy and you’re always tired."
"Did something happen with Louis?"
"I don’t think we’re friends anymore mum."
But before Anne can respond, Harry’s head is against the window in the back seat, and his eyes are closed.
"Harry I said I’m sorry."
"Go away Lou."
"Come on Harry. I can’t believe you’re mad at me for this!" Louis is banging on Harry’s bedroom door. Harry’s door doesn’t have a lock on it, but Harry Is on the other side holding it shut. Louis knows he could easily open it and over power Harry. He doesn’t want to though. He wants Harry to open it all on his own.
"Harry please let me in."
Harry lets him in. Because he can never say no to Louis. Louis walks in, and he’s wearing one of Harry’s sweater. Harry stares at the sweater a little too long, and Louis feels the need to explain, “I missed you. You haven’t talked to me in a week.”
"I’m sorry Louis. I thought we weren’t friends."
"Why on earth would you think something like that Harry?" Louis frowned, and hugged Harry tightly.
"Because you have new friends." Harry wrapped his arms around Louis tightly and hugged him close.
He began crying, because he couldn’t believe Louis was here. He thought Louis hated him. "Don’t cry Harry."
"When you go to high school, you’re not going to want to hug a baby like me anymore."
"You’re wrong Harry. I’m always going to hug you. Very tightly. Always. Because you’re my little buddy Harry. You’re my neighbor and my best friend. I love you lots," then Louis pulled away and sat on the bed. Harry sits down beside him.
"I’m going to quit footie."
"Too rough. The kids hurt me."
"I don’t think so."
"When they bump into me it hurts."
"It doesn’t hurt me."
"Maybe that’s because you’re stronger."
"Are you upset I’m quitting?"
"No. Whatever makes you happy."
"Louis. You make me happy."
"Thank you. You make me happy too."
Harry lays down on the bed and falls asleep, and it worries Louis, because usually Harry has trouble sleeping. When Louis leaves, he pulls on a different one of Harry’s sweater, leaving the one he brought with him on Harry’s bed. Harry likes when things smell like Louis.
On the way out, Harry mum tells Louis “don’t worry honey. He’s just felt over tired lately.”
"Is he okay?"
"He’s going to be just fine." She smiled.
And that was that.
"Fibromyalgia," Harry is crying in his closet. Louis is on the floor across from him. Harry has his arms wrapped around himself. It’s the day before the forth of July. June was a bad month for Harry and Louis. Harry had to have constant tests at the hospital, going in once a week while they tested him for different things.
Louis just missed his best friend. Louis also hated seeing Harry so sad and scared.
"Maybe I have ADHD too," Harry has suggested once.
"Maybe," Louis agreed, but he knew he didn’t.
Today, the results were in, and Harry was diagnosed. He would have to start taking pills, but they would only help a bit. “What does Fibromyalgia do?” Louis frowned, scared for Harry.
That sounded serious, and Louis hated it.
"It makes me tired all the time. And it’s the reason I always feel cold. It’s also supposed to make me depressed, which means I’m sad all the time," Harry explained, trying his best to remember every symptom his mum had explained to him, but their were just so many, and Harry couldn’t remember them all.
"It’s why in footie, when the kids bumped into me, it hurt so much. Because my body is fragile. I have achy bones. And sometimes they are going to hurt no matter what I do, but getting bumped into will only hurt them more."
Louis nodded, because all of that made sense to him. Harry had always acted like that. He never thought it was a problem though. Recently Harry had become more tired though, so maybe that was a problem. Louis frowned and opened his arms and spread his legs, so Harry could crawl in between them.
Louis hugged him tightly and whispered, “But you aren’t going to die, right?”
"No. The doctor said I won’t die."
"Then this will be fine Harry. Everything will be great still."
"Louis. I’m messed up."
"So am I."
"I think this is a bit more serious than ADHD."
"Yes I agree, but you’re not alone here Harry. I’m on your side."
Harry didn’t respond, and when Louis looked down, Harry was fast asleep in his arms. Louis began to cry, because this is what it would be like from now on between them. Harry would always be falling asleep, or be hurt, or feel cold, or feel sad, or feel sick. And it made Louis feel overwhelmed that he couldn’t do anything about it.
Anne came in that night and found them hidden in the closet together.
Something she would later find extremely ironic.
It isn’t as bad as they thought. Some days are really good, and some days are bad. For both boys. Some days Louis is being too aggressive or loud or impatient, and they can’t hang out. Some days Harry just feels tired or sad or sick, and they can’t hang out. Their syndromes cause them both problems, and their friendship is always a struggle, but they promise to never give up on each other, because best mates don’t give up on each other.
The summer is still good though.
They play footie, and Louis is extra gentle. Still let’s Harry win. Still tells Harry that even though he quit, he is the best on the team. Louis never pushes Harry or kicks the ball too hard. Harry is like glass now, and Louis is very careful with him. The way he is careful with his baby sisters.
They go to the beach with their families. Louis loves the water, he is so happy to swim. Harry and he play in the water for about an hour, before the waves begin to hurt Harry’s arms, and Harry has to get out. Of course, Louis gets out as well, and they lay on towels to dry off.
Harry climbs on top of Louis and they lay together chest to chest. Harry falls asleep on Louis. Louis doesn’t mind. Though he can tell this image must appear strange to the others at the beach, he doesn’t care. He just wraps his arms tightly around Harry and naps as well.
Harry cries a lot about Louis going to High School, and every time Louis hushes him and promises that they will only be apart for two years before Harry is back in the same school as him. He talks and talks for hours and hours about good ways to try to make friends, to try to be social. Harry just disagrees, because, “those kids are mean, and besides, all I need is you Louis.”
On the first day of High School, Louis wakes up early, and he walks Harry to the bus, the way he has for the past six years. It feels strange to watch Harry. He’s biting his finger and tears on his face. It’s warm outside but Harry has three layers of sweaters on, to keep him warm. Harry has a flower tucked behind his ear and he gets on the bus, waving as he leaves Louis behind.
Louis had never felt so sad in his life.
At school Louis makes new friends, and becomes good mates with his footie buddies. Josh, Niall, Zayn, Ashton, Calum, Stan, Michael, Luke, Ed, and Liam are his closet friends and are all his friends on his team. Harry doesn’t like hanging out with Louis when he’s with his friends. They are loud and rough, and so is Louis. Louis forgets he has to be careful with Harry when he’s around his school mates. He forgets to treat Harry like he’s fragile. Harry usually just goes home to sleep, and Louis feels horrible about that.
Louis learns about sexuality at school. Learns that some boys date boys. Some girls date girls. He learns this because his friend Zayn’s sister is dating another girl. After he finds this out, Zayn explains the entire concept of homosexuality to him. Louis gets anxious then, because he’s never had a crush on a girl before. The only person he has ever found cute is Harry. Harry is a boy. And then Louis is scared that maybe he’s gay.
Louis tells Harry about how some boys like boys, and Harry nods, because he already knew, and he had always figured Louis knew too. Harry just nods and asks questions, because he wants Louis to feel smart. Louis is older, and Harry thinks it might embarrass Louis to know that Harry knew about gay people before him.
"I think I might be gay actually," Harry says after their talk. They are laying on Harry’s bed, and Louis is in Harry’s sweater (as usual).
"Why?" Louis asked, brow furrowed.
"I just think I may like blokes is all. Never been fond of girls."
After Louis leaves, he cried in the bath tub at his home, because he doesn’t want Harry to be gay. He also doesn’t want to be gay. Because if they are both gay, then maybe they are more then best mates, and that thought scared Louis to death.
So Louis does what any boy afraid of his sexuality does.
He gets a girlfriend.
"Her name is Eleanor. She has brown curly hair, and pretty brown eyes. She is in art club and she likes fashion. She always smells nice. I like her because she is funny and nice," Louis explains to Harry the second Harry opens his front door. Harry is confused at first, until he realized Louis is talking about a girlfriend.
"Okay." Is all Harry says.
Louis breathes a breath of relief.
They go to Harry’s couch and play video games.
And that’s that.
Louis tells Harry they have to stop cuddling. He says he can only do that with Eleanor now. When Harry starts crying, he doesn’t hug him. Instead he tries to explain, “Eleanor is jealous. I’m sorry. She’s a jealous person Harry. I have to do what she says.”
"Why do you have to do what she says?" Harry doesn’t understand.
"I love her."
Harry kicks Louis out of the house and cries in his room, when his mom comes in, he tells her that he thinks he is in love with Louis. Anne smiles fondly and explains she suspected this all along. Harry then tells her that Louis loves Eleanor, and that Louis can’t hug or snuggle with him anymore because Eleanor is a jealous kind of girlfriend.
Harry explains he wants to sleep until he is happy. Anne sighs and lets Harry fall asleep on her lap.
For once, Harry’s ability to sleep all the time comes in handy.
The boys don’t talk for months, because Louis is busy and Harry is tired. Harry begins to see a therapist, because his Fibromyalgia makes him sad all the time, and losing his only and best friend just makes it worse. Harry begins taking medication separate from his regular pills. Antidepressants they are called. He is supposed to become happier from them, but he doesn’t. He misses Louis so much.
Eleanor breaks up with Louis on his birthday, Christmas Eve. Louis doesn’t understand her reason, but he also doesn’t really care. He wants to feel more emotions about this. He wants to get sad or angry because he lost a girl he loves. Instead, he realizes, he is sad and angry because he’s stupid, and he lost a boy he loves.
Louis rings Anne and asks for Harry, but Harry is sleeping.
And that’s that.
In January Louis waits at the school bus stop. When he sees Harry, there is a flower crown on his head, and Louis wonders when he started wearing those. Harry sees Louis and stops in his tracks, turning around to run home. Louis doesn’t hesitate to chase Harry down, tackling him onto the grass. Louis hold Harry down and kneels on either side of Harry’s thighs.
"Louis," is all Harry says.
"I’m sorry Harry. I’m so sorry."
"I don’t want to be your friend anymore."
"I know you don’t."
Louis lets Harry go and sits behind him. The bus arrives but Harry doesn’t move. He sits still and misses the bus. The next half an hour is spent with Harry scolding Louis, telling Louis what true friends do and what true friends don’t do. Louis agrees with everything he says, and Louis feels like a very shitty person, and an even shittier friend.
Louis opens his arms and spreads his legs, because usually Harry would crawl right into his arms and snuggle him. Harry doesn’t, instead he flinches and looks confused. “Eleanor and I broke up,” Louis whispers, hoping Harry would understand.
"Louis. You should know I’m gay."
"I know you are."
"You should know I love you."
"I know you do."
Louis did know. He had known all along he thinks. He thinks Harry is too young to make up his mind about such things, he is only in seventh grade, but he also feels very happy that Harry is in love with him.
"Do you love me back?" Harry hesitates.
"I love you like a friend," Louis offers, because he’s not ready to confront his confusion. He’s not ready to make up his mind about this yet. This entire conversation makes him uncomfortable and he feels weird. Feels like he doesn’t belong. But Harry hugs him tightly and kisses Louis’ cheek. Louis hugs him back, and then they go explain to Anne that they made up, and also that Harry missed the bus.
Anne calls Harry in sick and then she calls Jay to tell her about Louis.
Harry sits on the living room floor with Louis, because Harry’s bones hurt from being wrestled to the ground. Louis can’t stop blabbering apologies, but Harry is nothing but forgiving and pleasant. Anne gives them green tea with sugar, and they sit and sip the hot beverages while Harry fills him in about the last five months they had been without each other. Harry tells him about his new pills, and the woman, Erin Miller, his therapist who he goes to talk to now about his problems.
"Do you talk about me?" Louis asks.
"Am I a problem?"
Louis shivers, and Harry hands him one of his extra sweaters.
It’s as if nothing had changed at all.
On Harry’s birthday, Louis gets him a gift card. It seems like a crummy gift, but it is backed up with bucket loads of meaning. It’s a card with fifty dollars on it, for the flower shop down the street. Louis explains to Harry that now he can go to get flowers for his crowns, and he won’t have to pay his own money for years, because flowers are so cheap, and he gave him so much money.
Harry almost cries at how perfect it is.
On Valentines Day, Louis gives Harry a rose. Harry gives Louis chocolate. It’s perfect, because Harry loves flowers and Louis loves sweets.
Later that night, they’re laying on the couch in Louis’ basement.
"I still love you, you know," Harry whispers.
"I do know."
"Will you ever love me back?"
"I can’t answer that Harry."
After a bit, Louis starts to cry, because he knows Harry loves him, but it’s too hard to say it back. Louis wants to throw up because he’s hurting Harry, and he knows he is. Louis feels too much inter turmoil over such a strange subject to him. He doesn’t think he can accept his sexuality, and he’s in denial.
Harry holds him tightly while he cries.
Harry doesn’t question why he’s crying.
And on Monday at school, Louis gets another girlfriend.
Louis has his new girlfriend for the next year, but he handles this one better then he handled it with Eleanor. This time he doesn’t outcast Harry.
Harry starts hanging out with Louis when he’s around his other friends again, because he wants to be more social. He starts high school this year and that scares him a lot.
Harry always looks sad when Louis puts his arms around his new girlfriend, Jade Thirlwall. But he soldiers through it, and he becomes good friends with Liam Payne and Niall Horan.
Harry doesn’t feel like he fits in with Louis’ whole big group of friends, but when it’s just him and Liam, Niall, and Louis, he feels better.
Liam Payne comes out as gay to their entire group in March, and Louis is almost jealous.
A year has passed. When Harry graduates eighth grade, he goes out to pizza with Louis, Niall, and Liam. He emotionally sobs to his mates how he is scared of High School, and hopes to have friends as good as Louis’. Louis wraps an arm around Harry when he begins to cry. He does this for two reasons though, the first of course because Harry is crying. The second is because Liam is staring at Harry, and he has been all night. Louis hates it.
In the car, Harry falls asleep on Liam’s shoulder, which makes Louis sad. Because Louis is right here on the other side of Harry, but Harry fell asleep on Liam.
Louis feels replaced.
This must be how Harry felt around Eleanor.
July sixth is a big day for the two of them, because Louis breaks up with Jade, and Harry has his first kiss from a boy (or anyone for that matter).
It’s with Liam Payne.
"I felt like I was floating. Do you feel like that when you kiss Jade?"
Louis shakes his head, because no, he never felt like that.
"Jade and I broke up anyways," he whispered.
"Oh I’m so sorry Lou."
"It’s fine. Are you going to like, be Liam’s boyfriend now?"
"I don’t know, maybe."
That night, Louis cries himself to sleep, shaking and sobbing at the thought that he waited too long. Harry is over him and doesn’t love him anymore. He clutches at his sweater, which is really Harry’s sweater, until his mum comes in and calms him down, tries to ask what’s wrong, but Louis just sobs.
The next day is a bad day for Louis. His mum forgot to fill his prescription and now he is out of medication for his ADHD and also for his ADD. He warns Harry of this before he enters the house, Harry of course lets him in anyways.
"I think Liam is going to ask me out."
"Because he kissed me of course."
And then Louis does something horrible.
"He wouldn’t want to ask you out Harry."
"Because you’re a silly boy who wears flower crowns and you have a stupid disorder that makes you sleep and cold and all you ever do is act emotional and tired! Why would anyone want to date someone like that?! Why would anyone want to date someone with Fibromyalgia!?" Louis yells.
Harry kicks him out, and Louis deserves it.
That night Louis stares out his window into Harry’s window, watching Harry cry into his mums arms until his mum closes the blinds and the lights turn off in his room. Louis hopes he fell asleep. Actually, he knows he fell asleep, because Harry can’t help himself when it comes to that. And Louis made Harry feel ashamed of something he can’t control.
And now Louis just feels ashamed of himself.
They don’t talk all month. When Louis goes to Harry’s house to apologize and explain it was his ADHD and jealousy talking, Anne won’t let him in. She says Harry’s not feeling well, but Louis knows that’s a lie. Harry just doesn’t want to see him right now, and Louis can’t even blame him really.
It’s Louis junior year, and Harry’s Freshman year. Louis and Harry sit on opposite ends of the bus, which makes both of them cry. They had both been waiting two years to be able to sit together on the bus again, but now they weren’t talking.
Liam does ask Harry out, and Harry says yes.
Fall turns to Winter and Louis’ birthday once again lacks Harry’s presence.
Louis and Liam don’t talk anymore.
Harry and Louis don’t talk anymore.
Louis has never hated his ADHD more.
Louis had never hated himself more.
That’s why he starts cutting his wrists.
They don’t talk all year, although Louis desperately worries about how Harry’s freshman year is going. It seems to be alright. Sometimes he asks Zayn to ask Liam how Harry is, just so he can make sure Harry is okay.
Louis begins wearing his own sweaters, because he has to cover up the cuts, and because he no longer has Harry to give him one of his. He sits alone in the back of the bus, and watches Harry with his headphones in, sitting in the front, as far away from him as possible. It’s the worst feeling in the world.
That summer Louis goes to Florida to visit his family there.
Harry and Liam break up, but Louis didn’t know that.
When school starts up again, Louis has completely fallen apart. He now accepts his sexuality and knows hes gay. He also knows it’s too late to be with the only boy he thinks he will ever love.
On the first day of Fall, Harry walks up to Louis in the school parking lot. Harry grabs Louis and he hugs him tightly. Louis just grips Harry for dear life and cries against his shoulder. Harry got bigger, taller. Grew so much. He’s taller then Louis now, but Louis is happy with that, because he needs the comfort. He just mumbles that hes sorry to Harry over and over.
"I know you are," Harry whispered.
Harry then takes Louis’ sweater sleeves and pulls them up, revealing his ugly scars. Louis doesn’t flinch away or try to hide them. He has never hidden anything from Harry before. Except maybe love.
"How did you know?" Louis asks in awe.
"You never remembered to grab a sweater. I knew there had to be a reason."
Louis cries in Harry’s arms again, but Harry just grabs his cheeks in his hands and forces Louis to look at him.
"I still love you. I never stopped loving you Louis."
"Harry I’m gay," was all Louis could choke out through his tears.
"I know." And of course he did. Harry always knew everything about him.
"Harry I love you."
"I know that too."
Harry leans down and kisses Louis deeply, and Louis kisses him back slowly, enjoying it. Wanting the taste of Harry’s lips forever on his tongue. He reaches up and wraps his arms around Harry’s neck, tugs gently at the little curls on the back of Harry’s neck.
"Harry. Will you be my boyfriend?"
"You don’t mind stupid boys with flowers in their hair who sleep all the time?"
"I love stupid boys with flowers in their hair. Especially ones who sleep all the time."
And that was that.
Okay so this one ended on a happy note but it still involved angst:) wait...I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing..eh
Thanks for reading !