one hour and i didn't get the tone, i was really distracted about my nightmare, i don't know, sam is in the backstage maybe he wants to let out her stress about me because, he is always shouting at me the reason is i was really distracted.. after another hour sam and harry walk gesture for me to come with them...
"sam i'm so sorry about earlier,i was just so distracted" i said sam didn't talk, harry is just looking down on the floor while we were walking to the backstage... "sit" sam said, so i just obey and sit, "gabby tell me the truth okay honey" sam said in a smooth tone.. i was so confuse what is this all about.. FUCK!! is this about my nightmare, did harry tell sam about this, fuck i will kill him right now.. he just can tell sam about this, this is not her fucking business, now i'm already pissed.. "fuck harry you told sam" i said stood up and walk straight to harry but the other boys caught my arm, for sure they knew that i'm going to punch harry in the face, yes i can do that.. "stay away from me now on" i said in greeted teeth..
"gabby i'm sorry i didn't mean to...-" harry said but i cut her "cut the bullshit harry, you have no right to tell my fucking problem" i said to him and i forcefully took my arm, about to walk to the door but someone caught my arm again, i didn't look at the person just talk, "fuck let me go, or else i will punch you, i swear" i said in angry tone.. "gabby" someone talk i look to the person who caught my arm and it's sam.. "what do you want" i said getting calm.. "we can talk, just you and me gabby please" sam said
i just nodded and sam told the boys to go outside, harry is the last one and the look on her face is so i don't know, look guilt,sad fuck!! i don't care..
"gabby this is about your nightmare" sam said not even took a deep breath.. "i can't talk about that today sam, maybe soon i will tell you" i said "their is no soon gab, i want to know now" sam said and sit beside me in the couch.
"i can't sam please, i'm not ready." i said with a plead eye i don't want to cry not today, the concert is soon and if i will tell sam about it, i will be locking myself in the room for one week, "gabby you need to tell me, we can fix it and we can go to the therapist about your problem" sam said took my hand and gently squeeze it,
"when i was in high school sam, i have a best friend name chloe she is so sweet, pretty, we are both famous in our school, when our friend throw a party chloe and i go, i'm not the girl you used to know, i like partying, i always break the rules,.. when i bored to my friends party, me and chloe kinda drunk well we are super drunk, i invite her to another club, first he don't want to go because he is tired but i pleaded at her and came with me... i drive and while i drive, chloe turn the music, we sing very loud, i didn't see the another car right beside chloe's door, the other car bump to us but not in my side in my bestfriends side.. i woke up in the hospital but when all the memories came back i run and walk to the front desk to ask where are my friends room,i go to my friends room and when i open the door, my family and my friends family are crying, so i carried away i cry too, and my mum hug me and said the word i don't want to here "honey chloe is dead" first i didn't believe my mum, but when i walk towards the bed i saw chloe lie in the bed with no heartbeat.." i said crying and hug sam really tight..
"my god gabby i didn't know you well, i'm so sorry" sam said hug me tight "gabby, don't hate harry, i push her to tell me what is your problem and he is so worried about you" sam said break the hug "now i feel guilty what i say to him, maybe i will talk to her later" i said "yeah you should or else the concert will be ruin" sam said and stood up.. i just nodded,
after the rehearsal, we go back to the hotel, it's already 7 pm and i'm tired, when i go to another solo for the concert, i always look to see harry, he is sad, i wanted to talk to him but he just ignore me the whole time, when i ask him if he wants a water, he just shrug and walk away..
i will talk to him, tomorrow if he likes it or not..