I woke up and guess what , last night wasn't a dream ! I sighed loudly. Harry walked in wearing his cow onesie. I smiled. "Hi," he said nervously. "Hey. What's up?" I asked him sitting up. "When are you going to tell Louis ?" He asked me. He sat on my bed. "I... I don't know. Was it from Zayn ? Robert ? Brad ? You?" I looked at the floor. "Do you see that?" I asked him. He looked at me confused. "What?" I sighed. I pointed to a certain area of the floor. "Over there!" He put his left arm around me. "Babe , there's nothing there. Are you ok ? Do you have a fever ?" He touched my forehead multiple times with the back of his hand. "I'm fine. There's a... I don't know. Just forget it. You'll never believe me," I sighed. I rest my head on his shoulder and he stroked my cheek. "Tell me," he whispered. "There's a face, and I know it sounds crazy but the-" he kissed me. "Just forget it. You probably imagined it. Lack of sleep maybe," he reassured me. I always feel comfortable when Harry's with me. What do I say to Louis ? To mum ? Ugh ! My life is fucked up ! "I've known you for a while now , and I know when you have that 'my life is fucked up' face. I'm not stupid," he joked at the end. He always makes me smile. Sometimes I don't even know why I'm smiling. Most of the time it's because Harry said something weird.
I was sitting with Louis in the living room. "Louis , how would you react if Tori was pregnant ?" I asked him. "Why !? Is she ? Oh fuck ! Who is it!?" He shouted. "No ! I'm just curious 'cause most brothers are like really protective about their sisters at this age" I told him. He shrugged his shoulders. "Depends whether she was raped or intentionally had sex," he explained. "My parents never told me where babies come from. The rest of my classmates did," I spoke. "Nope!" He shouted , getting up "we are soo not having this conversation !" I smiled with relief. I saw Louis head upstairs and into Tori's room.
Louis came in and sat me down. "We need to chat. About what happens when a boy and a girl decide they want to..." He scrunched his face In thought "when they go through the procedure to make a baby but don't make one because they were protected," Louis's face was just indescribable. "I need to tell you something but, don't freak out. I'm ...I'm pregnant. With either Robert , Brad , Zayn or Harry," I whispered at the end. He stared at me. I could see the anger in his eyes. "You slept with two of my band mates ? Not one but two!" He shouted. I shook my head. "I haven't slept with Harry. Well I have , but we didn't do anything I swear ! I can't even remember sleeping with Zayn and Brad and I used protection!" I explained. He lay down on my bed. I lay next to him. "You're not mad?" I asked him. He shook his head. "Why should I be ? Zayn's like that," he told me. "I just didn't know how to tell you. I knew you'd freak ! And I just wish... I wish I was never born," I whispered. "Hey , don't say that. Ever ! Without you , I would've never auditioned for the X-Factor ! I would've never met a boyfriend good enough for my sister. I know about you and Harry," he told me. "Maybe you should start shutting you door," he chuckled. I felt my cheeks go red. At least Louis knows. Now , mum. "Boobear," I started "would you tell mum?" He sighed and nodded. "For you I would swim the largest sea , cross the driest desert , climb the highest mountain , just to make you happy," Awh !
A/N- ok so I know this is a bit short but it's almost midnight. Happy 1st of March ! It doesn't really mean anything though. Thanks for the reads , likes , favourites and the people who want an update ;). Keep reading :)