The whole ride home I couldn't get over what happened not long ago in the same car.
I shake my head and I can't get the kiss out if my head.
Her lips were so soft and...... Amazing. Okay yeah, I know Luke's got a thing for her bad, but it's not my fault she's amazing. She's just, perfect. Yeah. Cliche I know.
I pull up to the house and park the car, step out and walk up to the door and go in.
"Hey Ash." Calum says plying FIFA. I sigh and sit down beside him.
"Uh oh." He pauses his game and turns to me. "What's up Ashton."
"Nothing Cal. Don't worry about it." I say taking my hat off and running a hand through my hair.
"Ashton Fletcher Irwin. Tell me what's wrong." Calum says narrowing his eyes at me. I can't tell Calum. He'll tell Luke who'll beat the shit out of me.
"It's nothing Calum. Drop it. Please." I tell him. He just stares at me and I know that he's not givin up. I groan throwing my head back as he smirks at me.
"Bastard." I mumble and he chuckles.
I sigh and I turn to face him. He also turns to face me. Why am I telling him this? I could just lie to him. But Cal will find out either way.
"Okay. Where do I start?" I mumble more to myself but Calum hears me.
"How about where you were all day?" He says and I feel like kicking him in the head. That's the part I don't know how to tell him.
I can already feel the guilt eating away on my insides.
"It's going to be so awkward now." I blurt out then I press my lips together as Calum gives me a confused face and a raises an eyebrow.
"Okay that's not what I meant, at all. Try to make it not so confusing this time." Calum says and I roll my eyes.
"I didn't even mean to say that." I tell him.
"Ya, okay Ashton." He rolls his eyes and I make a face at him. "Start from the beginning."
"Okay. So I called Stevie. I asked her if she wanted to go out for lunch with me today. She said sure. I was happy because like, none of us barley ever see her because she's with Luke most of the time and if not with him, then she's at school." I tell him and he just looks at me like I'm crazy.
"Wait. Hold up. You and Stevie went out for lunch together? Just the two of you?" He says and I nod my head.
"Yeah." I drag out the word.
"I have no comment on that. Keep talking." He says. I roll my eyes but continue.
"Anyway. I went and picked her up, she didn't know who I was at first because I had my sunglasses on and my hood so know one new who I was. I had it all planed out Cal!" I gush and I now feel really stupid because I sound like a love struck boyfriend. Calum burst out laughing and I glare at him.
"You sounded so, oh my god Ashton. Now all you need to do is giggle and you'd pull off being a damn schoolgirl!" He says then falls back roaring with laughter.
"Okay shut up Calum. Do you want to hear the rest or not?" I tell him, silently hoping he'll pick to no and leave me alone with my thoughts.
"Sorry. Continue schoolgirl." He snickers and I through the pillow at him. "That was such a girly move!"
I punch him in the arm and he stops laughing.
"Okay, that on the other hand was not a girly move." He continues and I roll my eyes at the younger boy.
"Okay. So I brought her to the park, I know there's a giant field by there so I packed a picnic. It was a lot fun. So after we ate, we drove back to school." I tell him and biting my lip to keep from blurting out anything else.
Calum watches me for a minute or so and he narrows his eyes at me with a serious expression on his face.
"There's more, isn't there." He doesn't say it as a question but I nod my head anyway.
"C'mon Irwin. Spill it." He tells means I shake my head. No way in hell am I telling him.
He just keeps watching me and I look down at my hands that are in my lap.
"You kissed her." He says and my he's snaps up to him with wide eyes.
"W-what?" I manage out and his smirk only grows bigger as does the guilt eating me.
"You did!" He practically shouts and I hit him with a hard glare.
"Shut up Calum." I tell him and now it's his turn to giggle like a fucking girl.
But then his face goes all serious and looks at me with a worried face.
"You do know that Luke and her are dating right?" He says and my eyes go wide. What the hell?! "Yeah he asked her to be his girlfriend last night."
Thanks for adding more guilt to my plate Calum you asshole. Wait, it's not all my fault because she kissed back.
"Why did you kiss her?" He asks after a moment and I look at him funny. Who wouldn't want to kiss her?
"I don't know. It was a moment thing. It doesn't mean anything." I say trying to convince him but I feel like I'm trying to convince myself instead.