"Okay we're live..... Now! Hello people of the world!" Calum shouts into the laptop and I give Ashton a weird look and he just shrugs his shoulder.
"Hi there!" Michael says waving into the camera. Both boys look at Luke who's smirking at his phone. I roll my eyes, trying to brush it off.
"Luke..... Lucas...... LUCIFER!" Michael Calum reaches across Michael and flicks Luke's cheek.
Michael glances down at Luke's phone and his gaze finds mine and just by the look he's giving me I know that Luke's hiding something from me on his phone.
"What was that for you ass?" Luke asks rubbing his cheek. Calum motions to the camera and Luke's eyes widen. "Oh hi guys!"
"Someone asked "Where's Ashton?" Well, he is currently on the other bed." Calum reads out and all boys look over at Ashton and me who're cuddled on the bed in the blankets. Luke glares at Ashton who matches his glare.
"Well people want to see you Ashton! Come over here and say hi!" Michael says.
I hear Ashton sigh and he gets up, leaving me feeling cold and abandoned. Luke then lock his phone and rushes over to me and takes Ashton's spot, grabing me and holding me close.
I really don't know what to feel at the moment. I'm leaning towards pissed off because he thinks that I don't know and that life can on all fine and danny. Well wrong asswipe.
He wraps his arms around me and I wrap mine around his torso. Yes I wanna run him over with a bus but I do miss this Luke. I miss him a lot.
He kisses the top of my head and I sigh.
"You know you can tell me anything. You can trust me. I'd never lie to you or hurt you." He says and I have to bite my tongue from making a snarky ass comment. Instead I just nod my head and close my eyes.
"Luke, get your arse back over here." Calum snaps (quite rude if I may add) and my eyes shoot open and I hear Luke mumble a few words towards Calum that I will not repeat or mention.
Ashton then leaves and comes back to me. I smile when he pecks the top of my head when no ones looking.
"Let's answer some questions yeah?" Michael asks and we all agree.
"Wait!" Luke shouts out and we look at him like he's gone mad.
"Yes?" Calum asks in an annoyed voice
Luke shoots a glare at Calum. "I need food."
And just like that he's gone. To his room. To get food. Thank god. That he's gone not that he's getting food.
I let out a breath of air I didn't even know I was holding in. The boys all give me looks of pity but I ignore them.
I don't want it or need anyone's pity. It makes me feel and look weak.
I'm tried of looking and feeling like I don't mean anything, like I was just being used for someone's entertainment. That I'm not important or a human being with real emotions and feelings.
Luke used to make me feel like I was on top of the world and that I could trust him with my life. Well look where that's gotten us. Him cheating and not knowing that I know and me basically being friends with benefits with one of his best mates.
"Today's been tiring." I say and Michael rolls his eyes.
"It wasn't that bad, admit it!" Michael shouts pointing at me and I stick my tongue out at him.
"You made me try on all sorts of random clothes!" I say throwing my hands up and the other two boys chuckle. "Hey! Don't laugh! That's just rude!"
Calum, Michael and Ashton all look at each other with wide smiles. Oh fuck. "WHY YA GOTTA BE SO RUDE!? DON'T YOU KNOW IM HUMAN TO!?" They all shout totally off tune.
I grab a pillow and throw it at them and they stop and laugh.
After a couple minute of Calum and Michael just talking to the fans Luke comes back and he's got a bag of chips with him.
"All you ever do is eat Lucifer." Calum says and Luke flips him off.
"Don't call me that." He grumbles and I snicker. Luke looks at me and smiles.
"Okay! Now that Lukey is back! Time for more questions!" Michael yells and Calum and Luke both hit him on the head.
"Whatever. Just read out a question you loud mouth." Calum says and Michael mocks him which earns another slap to the head.
"Okay so this is for Michael. What's your next hair colour gonna be?" Luke reads off the screen and we all look at Michael who looks deep in thought.
"Bright ass red." He says grinning.
"Of cores." Ashton mumbles.
"Next! Okay Calum, do you plan on getting any more tattoos?" Michael reads out.
"Um, maybe. Not sure." He answers.
After a while of them answering pointless questions and fooling around they all grab something to eat then come back.
"Kay bitches we're back!" Calum says. Ashton shoots him a glare. "Sorry I called you bitches....."
"Okay! On with more questions!" Michael says and Calum does a weird as fuck dance.
"Okay! This is for Luke. Who was that girl you were kissing the other day on the door step and what happened with the other girl from before.........." Calum dies out by the end of the sentence.
I feel my world come to a stop and I don't think I'm breathing. Fuck I don't think anyone's breathing.
Like, I knew that I was gonna have to confront him sooner or later but I was really hopping I was the later.
The whole room goes quiet and I'm scared to even look at Luke.