I feel someone shake me and I groan, rolling over.
"Stevie. Babe, time to get up." I hear a soothing voice tell me and my eyes flutter open to see Ashton leaning over me with a soft smile.
I smile back and sit up. Well, I woke up. Shit.
I look and I see Luke's gone and I sigh.
Ashton follows my gaze and frowns.
"C'mon. The jet landed a few minutes ago. All our bags are already in the bus." He says and I stand up and yawn, rubbing my eyes. He chuckles as I blink a couple times.
I hands me his hat and sunglasses and I out my hood up and smile at him.
He grabs my hand and pulls me out of the jet and I'm taken back by all the fans.
Ashton holds me close to him and I cling to him for dear life and I see Luke glare at Ash. Good.
Be jealous you ass.
We finally make it to the bus and climb in, I go and take a seat with the other boys just as Luke comes storming in glaring at me.
"What the fuck was that stunt Stevie?" He snaps and my eyes widen. Oh hell no he did not just.
Well fuck you.
"What? What did I do to piss you off this time?" I ask. Whys he being such an ass towards me all of a sudden?
"You and Ashton?! What the fuck? Your my girlfriend not his!" He yells pointing to Ashton who looks shocked just like the other two boys.
"Whoa, calm down Luke." Calum says standing up and I'm begging him that he doesn't being up the fact that I know he cheated.
Cal looks at me and I shake my head telling him to not tell it mention it and he silently nods.
"You know that saying actions speak louder then words?" I say in a small voice that sounds raspy and hurt.
His blue eyes meet mine and they calm down.
"Yeah." He says quietly.
"Well your words sure as hell spoke a lot and so do your actions Luke. Don't act like I don't notice things because I do." I say shaking my head and I grab my bag and grab out my pyjamas and put them on in the bathroom then I walk to the very back of the bus with my phone and headphones. I shut the door and sit by the window and put my headphones in and I Miss You by Blink comes on.
I lean my head against the window and dark clouds roll in and bring the rain and thunder with them. Not that I mind, it matches my mood.
I sigh with my eyes closed as I block out the world and most importantly Luke Hemming's.
I groan and shift my weight and I hiss as my neck starts to hurt. Shit, I fell asleep by the window.
Oh well. I look at my phone and see it's 6:34am. Whatever. No point in trying to go back to sleep now.
I sigh as I rub my sore neck and stand up, stoping End Up Here by Cher Lloyd that's playing.
I put my phone in my pj pant pocket and I slowly walk out into the little kitchen area.
I stop in my tracks as I see Calum and Michael laughing softly at something and I grow jealous. I just want that to be Luke and me and not him be an ass about everything.
"Is it just me or is Luke an ass all of a sudden." I whisper, not only because I don't want Luke to hear but because I just woke up and my voice is all groggily.
Michael and Calum both stop and look at me as I take a seat beside Calum who puts his arm around my shoulder and I put my head in my arms on the table.
"It's not just you. I've noticed it also." Michael says sighing while running his hand through his hair.
"Agreed." Calum says sipping whatever's in his cup.
"I don't know if I should be happy that I'm not going crazy or sad because it's all real." I mumble and they both shoot me sympathetic gazes. I ignore the looks because thy make me feel so weak and hopeless.
"Hey guys- shit, what's wrong love?" Ashton comes in, takes one look at me before rushing over and taking me in his arms.
He pulls back and wipes my cheeks with pads of his thumbs and I just noticed I was crying again. Great way to start off the day.
"Have you noticed a change in Luke?" Michael asks and Ashton gives him a confused look.
"Like, he's suddenly a jackass?" Calum pipes in. Ashton then nods his head and glances at me.
"Oh Stevie. It's okay." He says and I lean against him. He wraps his arms around me and mine go around his torso.
"You guys are very close all of a sudden." Calum says pointing out the obvious.
"Yeah......" Michael chimes in and I hide my blushing face in Ashton's shirtless chest.
"It makes me sick to think that he thinks he can just get away with something like this." Calum says in a disgusted tone and I chuckle humourlessly. Ashton takes his arms from around me and sets them on the table.
"It's fine. It gives me a new look on who he truly is." I say shrugging as I wipe my eyes again and Luke walks in stoping when he sees us all look at him.
"Good morning......?" He says and when no one answers him he walks over to the kettle and pours himself a cup of tea and I can see the other boys stare holes in the back of Luke's head.
I sniffle and Luke turns around his eyes on me and they fill with worry and concern. That's the Luke I fell for, not the cheating prick who took his place.
He walks over to me and wraps his arms around me and just holds me as I hold on to him.
He kisses the top of my head and I close my eyes, missing this feeling. When it was just the two of us, no cheating involved, just my over protective mother and nosy friends.
"I'm sorry." He mumbles into my hair and for a second I think he's apologizing for cheating but he proves me wrong when he continues. "For blowing up on you yesterday. I know you wouldn't cheat on me, especially with one of my best mates."
I look at Ashton who's looking everywhere but at us or the two other boys who are watching our very move like a hawk.
"Yeah. It's fine." I'm fine.
One of the biggest lies I've ever told..:.