31. chapter 30
It's been 5 days now since what happened. It doesn't even feel the same. I can't even do anything without thinking hmm what would Liam do or what would Liam think?
Anyway enough about me and let me tell you about what the guys have been doing lately.
First lets start with Harry well he has been real distant and doesn't even say a single word I think he's gone mute. Which isn't good I've tried setting him aside to talk to him but that doesn't seem to work. All he does is just look away and not answer me. It's kinda sad to see him like this. It hit him really hard. Mainly all he does is just stick to himself.
Moving on to Niall he seems to be taking it well I mean he is still getting used to everything being all different without you here. He tries to not think about it much. In his words he says "I think of it as him being on vacation and coming back when he wants." It's good that he thinks of it in a positive way because I don't think I'd be able to take all the sulking and depression.
Now Louis. What he does is basically what I do tries to contemplate what is going on and tries taking it in all at once. He sits back and thinks to himself how this all happened. At least that's what he told me.
Now last but certainly not least Zayn. I don't really have say on how he's been feeling because he has been spending a lot of his time with Perrie I think she has been comforting him and trying to distract him. Make him get his mind off of things you know?
Well anyway that's how we've all been feeling. We all miss you so much you don't even know what we are going through. Your scaring us Liam please wake up. We can't take this its a lot to take in.
Sincerely, Niall,Harry,Louis,Zayn, and Castiella <3