*WARNING PLEASE BE WARY OF THIS CHAPTER. THE TOPIC OF THIS IS NOT SOMETHING I WOULD NORMALLY WRITE ABOUT, AND IS A TOUGH SUBJECT FOR MOST PEOPLE.*
I couldn't believe it. I knew it was one of the two, but actually seeing the proof on one of them just made my mind replay the incident and made it that much more true. If it was Kia I wouldn't be that shocked, no offense Kia, but him. Of all people. But as I recall what he said that "I'll never expect it coming." That's damn straight I wasn't expecting THAT at all. I just stared at the door for a moment longer to try and collect myself and my thoughts, I stood up and dusted myself off before approaching the door. "1. 2. 3." I counted under my breath, placing my hand on the door I pushed it open a loud *BANG* bouncing off the wall.
Turning around in mid-changing-shirt, his blue eyes staring at me wide eyed. His plump lips starting to part and speak words I probably already know. But I beat him to it with only a singular word. "Why?!" He closed his mouth an proceeded to change his shirt, his chest was well defined just like I assumed it would be when he was helping me move into my apartment that day. He only buttoned up a few buttons before walking towards me, he reached his arm around, just like with Yamato I tensed up I heard a light chuckle emit from his throat . "Calm down." he said as he proceeded to close the door. That's the second time already today.
I kept to where I was standing while he moved about his office, he made some tea and placed it on a table set in between two chairs which sat in front of his desk. After placing the tea cup he made himself a cup as well and walked back to his desk, while taking a sip from his cup his eyes were on me the whole time. I felt a bit intimidated to be honest, but I wasn't gonna break, I demand answers.
"And answers you shall receive, take a seat Avah."
I shook my head. "I'm not moving till I know why." I told him while I crossed my arms. He placed his cup, interlocked his fingers and placed them underneath his chin while he breathed out a deep sigh. Over dramatic much. I shifted my weight onto my other leg, I heard a deep chuckle which startled me a bit. I looked up and looking back at me where the iciest blue eyes I've ever seen and it sent a chill down my spine. "Dramatic, me?!" He said while placing his hands on his desk and pushed himself up. He had a stride of confidence, it was albeit very sexy but looking up at his face gave me chills and I'm not sure if it was a good chill or a scared chill. His chest was visible through his shirt that wasn't buttoned up right, it was broad and strong, his abdomen was defined not too much but just enough to tell he works out. When he wears the uniform in the proper way it's hard to tell.
The sound of a hand hitting the wall next to me shook me out of my moment of day dream. I looked up and there he was his icy blue eyes staring back at me again. Always maintaining eye contact, this guy, makes you just wanna shrink in on yourself. It's so intense that I was want to escape from him, but if I do that I won't get the answers I want. "The one that's being dramatic here isn't me, but it's you my dearest Avah." I was baffled. I admit I have my moments of being so, but right now he's the one who is. I scoffed at his statement and turned my head away from him. "Are you going to give me answers or not?!" I asked him yet again. "Hehe." He laughed. How dare he, this isn't a laughing matter. "When one asks another a question it's proper to look at the person in the eyes. Let's try that again, dear." He placed his index finger under my chin and his thumb on my chin and turned my face to look at him. He's close, very close, extremely close, and he's smirking. I've never seen him like this. Who is this, cause it's not Rei. "Oh it's me alright, this is just how I am when I want something, and when I like to tease those who picked my interest. Which happens to you darling. Kia told you this already."
Kia placed his drink down and walked over to Rei placing one arm around his neck and with the other grabbed his chin.
“He may have the face of an angel, and although he’s all nice and sweet and charming the opposite of me. Even though I have an extremely handsome face. He’s just like me, smooth, and slick. He’s actually good at charming the ladies. He uses it to his advantage, try not to get caught up. But if you do…”
It didn't really resonate with me at the time cause Rei was always nice and sweet with me, never acted like a...pervert? Is that the proper word to use, never seemed ravenous towards me or any girl I saw him with. But at this moment in time I fully understand the warning. Kia I'm so sorry for thinking you were an idiot with that warning. "OH someone gets it now. A little to late for it now though." No shit Sherlock. *TSK* He just clicked his tongue and giggled at me, that's seriously a thing. "Now now, no need for the language, and good books by the way. Now let's get down to business shall we." I placed my hands on his arm that was still holding my face facing his but he wouldn't move, he didn't even have a strong grip on me.
"Come on Avah, stop trying to run away. Do you not wanna know anymore now?!"
I glared at him, who does he think he is!!
"OF COURSE I WANNA KNOW!!! Just let me go."
"But I don't want to. I finally have you in front of me, why should let you go now?"
It was just for a moment, if I blinked I would have missed it. But in the brief moment his eyes looked sad or in pain. Why have that look in your eyes when you doing this to me. I don't understand. Did he do it on purpose so I would let me guard down, so he could grasp the strings I'm trying so hard to cut. Even the moment was gone I still took it to my advantage and place my hand on his that was still keeping my face looking up at his. He took it and interlaced our fingers and just as soon as he did that his hand that was placed on the wall he made it so that his forearm was on the wall and moved that much closer in on me. The move was so quick and sudden I barely moved back that extra centimeter I had left, the heels of my shoes are now against the wall. I really have no where to run to now. Rei dropped his head down to ear. I wasn't sure what he was gonna do but soon he spoke seven words. Seven words which ultimately answered my question. But seven words I didn't want to hear. "I did it, because I wanted to." I was furious, I was sad, I was angry. I had all these emotions going through me. I'm sure I was shaking with anger.
I wanted to scream at him, but I stopped my senses soon went haywire. I felt lips on my neck, a docile kiss, a soft bite and sucking motion soon followed. A hickey mark. I knew it. I felt tears starting to form at the corner of my eyes. He moved his lips up my neck and across my jaw towards my ear. "I won't let him take you from me." The desperation his words shocked me. Before I could even ask him his lips came crashing down on mine, the need of his kiss, the want it was all to much. I placed my hands on his chest to try an push him away but it seemed like all my strength just deteriorated from me. His hands made their way to my shirt. *POP* *POP* *POP* One button after the other, and just like that he slid my shirt off me. Gentle fingers trailing down my arms. I couldn't stop my tears from falling. Why Rei, why you doing this. Even though my lips fell into sync with his, I didn't want this. Pulling away from the kiss he placed his forehead on mine. Tears fell onto mine, he was crying. "I'm sorry." He said in a soft whisper, he kept repeating it as well.
Trailing his hands all over my body as if to remember every spot, feeling every spot making sure he wouldn't forget what it feels like as if his life depended on it. All the while being gentle contradicting his previous self. Which one is the real you Rei? I was just paralyzed, my hands still placed on his chest praying that he'll move away and stop. *ZIPP* The zipper from my skirt alerting me that it was three seconds to falling to my ankles. "I love you Avah." If you love me than why are you doing this? You don't do this to someone you love do you? The words wouldn't form on my lips to say my thoughts. The one time I need and WANT to say my thoughts, I can't.
He started kissing me again, my forehead, my eyes and the tears that fell from them. The tip of my nose, my chin, moving down to the base of my neck, down my between my breast, and down towards my abdomen. Ultimately stopping there, my hands resting on his shoulders. I felt the cold drop of his tears hitting my stomach, it was just for a moment but he seemed like a child not wanting his mother to leave him while she heads off for work. Standing back up he engulfed me in a hug, his hands following the shape of my body from my hips, up the contour of my ribs, and moving to my back stopping at the strap of my bra. Stop it. Stop it now before you hurt me even more.
"AVAH. AVAH WHERE ARE YOU!!!!!!"
It was far away an barely audible but I heard it. I don't think Rei heard it. But I did. Come closer. When he the voice got close enough Reis body an grip on me tightened, and his lips came crashing down on mine, as if to make sure I wont scream for his help.
"AVAH COME ON I KNOW YOU'RE HERE!!!!"
I couldn't help but try to cower back in fear, my bra falling to the floor, his voice getting farther away, Reis hand kneading into my breast. Stop!!! No more!! His lips going down to my chest. I have to stop this, come on voice work.
HE'S BACK!!! This is my chance, I won't have another one I know that.
The running of feet down the hall, the sound of my name from his voice, the rest of my strength was now consumed and I sunk down to the floor. The sound of the door being pulled open, the feeling of Rei being pulled off me and the sound of a punch after punch.
I guess he's my knight in shining armor after all.